Sunday, January 27, 2008
papa & fizzie b'dae... ♥
10:37 AM
26/01/08
celebrating my dad & fizzie b'dae...
yesterday after work...
went to meet my family....
only big bro wasn't there...
he had his own plans...
with ahem...ahem...
hehehe:p
anw...we went shopping at marina square...
walking around...then saw this bag...
my lil sis...fizzie...liked it so0 much...
& it cost like...
WOW....
$145...
she still wants it...
my budget for her this time...
was $100...
it was the NEWURBANMALE bag...
no wonder its so0 expensive...
well at last i did bought it for her...
she gave me $50 bucks...
to chip in a little...
she was so0 happy....:)
cutee rite...u should see the bag...that's only the paper bag...
its a pretty long bag...lolzz...
mum was cravingfor ice-cream...
& i was kinda hungry to0...
they had their lunch already...hmph!
so0 i brought them to swensens!!...
though mum wasn't really happy...
coz she didnt see the halal cert from them...
i thought all swensens were certified halal...
well...they're NOT!!!!!!!!
ohh dear...
nevermind...will check on them next time...
we had this...
GIANT EARTHQUAKE....!!! that's the name...lolzz...yumzzyumzz....
niceee...mummy loved it...though she just wanted her mango w/0 any topping....
next time ok mum...:)
them...that's fizzie...& the twins...
wake up dad....he purposedly pose like that...lolz...
after enjoying our food...
we went to bencoolen mosque...
prayed & went shopping again...
at THIS FASHION...
ohh gosh...
my sisters & i loveee to buy clothes...
my parents just sat while we shop...
hehehe...
then we're off back home...
...NG...
Thursday, January 24, 2008
outing wif my cuzzie ♥
10:25 PM
24/01/08
the most wonderful day ever yet...
miss my dear cuzzie...
so we met up today...
SHOPPING! ! !
at toa payoh?
yes...at toa payoh...heheheh:p
there were so0 many things!
i myself haven't been there for quite some time...
:)
my bag & her's...
my yellow bag...
her nicee black bag of new stuff...
weeeeeeee......
had fun..definately!!
walking around...
til around 3pm...
then off to braddell...
to buy grandpa's food...
took bus & went to grandpa's hse...
its been a long time...
so0 we decided to visit him...:)
my other cuzzies were home to0...
then my aunt came back from work...
then we were busy...
see....
we were helping out with the goodies...for my cuzzie's wedding...
that is next month!! so0 fast...
suppose to go airport...
me & yaya wanted to just laze around there...
"suppose" to meet both of our "fren" whom wasn't able to meet up...
so0 we decided to stay to help...:p
the finale!!! ta-daaa!!
we enjoyed our day...
thanx yaya!! hope to meet up again so0n...
ohhh ya...my sis got her O level results...
CONGRATZZ SIS!!
though it was last minute...i manage to go to bishan & grab this hugee cute eeyore!!
& that lil tigger to0...from me & yaya...
she was surprised...but smiling away when she saw the stuff toy..
im glad she liked it...
...NG...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
what a day... ♥
5:08 PM
woke up at 11am...
daddy wanted to go nenek hse...
to pass some things...at choa chu kang...
so0 i decided to accompany him...
after that we went shopping!!!
weeee....
i bought a really nicee red & white dress...
$29 buckz...
suppose to buy shoe...well...nvm...:p
then we walk around...
& bought 2 long sleeve shirts...
for my uncles...
daddy was hungry...
so we had a quick bite at kfc...
:)
then off back home...
we talked & laughed...
so0 fun....daughter & father outing for the day...
yipeeee....
14/01/08
yesterday nite...
went out for dinner at simpang bedok...
with his family!!
woah...
i know...
it was a last min planning...
& my mum agreed & let me go....
wow...that was a surprise...
but was really happy...:)
so0 met him at tanah merah mrt station...
we were there 1st & then the family came...
my heart was beating FAST...
hehehe...
they were really nicee & funny...
especially his dad & younger bro...
we ate aloot...
i was starving coz missed my lunch...
we talked...about work & all...
didnt notice the time...
til my mum called....
arghh...it was already 10pm!!
wanted to take the cab but to0 expensive!!!
so0 at last we went our separate ways..
thank his parents...his mum was lovely & very motherly:)
so0 he had to send me home...
though he was tired...
i had a wonderful time that nite....
...NG...
Sunday, January 13, 2008
erm.... ♥
3:11 PM
u make my day...heheh...
thanx for coming over to my work place...
lovee u!!
that was after my 2nd nite...
had my hot pancakes!!
yumzzyumzz...
& hot milo...:)
i likeee.....
that's my 2nd home...what u see is during the nite...
peace & quiet...
alhamdulilah...
my 3 nites was great...
i have like only 3-4 patients...
all the 3 nites...
i was not busy...
except yesterday nite...
at 1am...
was assisting insertion of CVP...
hehe...:)
my nite snack...hmmm...i just want some more!!
i want more more more...pleaseee...:)
after my last nite was over...
went off for breakfast...
with all my buddies...
...NG...
Saturday, January 12, 2008
advice from daddy... ♥
6:17 PM
i just got a long advice...
from daddy...
i thought he was gonna lecture me about my relationship...
guess i was wrong...
advice taken daddy...:)
telling me to be stronger...
asking me to be good...
teaching me to do better & learn more about GOD...
i have been giving excuses...
saying that im working...
saying that im tired...
i know...lame...
just trying my best...
to give that little time for HIM...
i start to understand...
i start to think alot...
that HE has been there for me ever since...
& no one can do that...
be there for u 24/7...
not even ur beloved parents...
i felt like crying when daddy said...
we wont be here forever to advice us all...
just this little time that he has to say something to me...
:( tears roll down my cheek...
he told me again & again to be stronger...
coz he knows how weak i am...
he said now is the time...
don't wait til u have your own family...
where husband...children...& ur own problems come in the way...
don't wait til its to0 late...
daddy always make me think...
randomly he will come & advice me...
& sometimes it scares me...
that we wont be in this world forever...
its a good thing daddy talks to me...
i use to think its nagging...
now i think its for the better...
its time for his daughter to grow up...
alhamdulilah...
work & life has been good...
just some things that i need to sort out...
GOD please guide me...
one thing i wanna say...
people think im that goody-girl...
& im glad that i have been brought up that way...
my parents can be strict...
they can have their own rules...
but there can also be fun when the time is right...
i cant deny that i broke some rules...
but insha-allah i wont do it again...
insha-allah i will be stronger...
before i advise people...
i do think about myself...
coz i know im not that good either...
u need to be good...
u need to do good...
to give a good advice...
i think i shall stop here...
i lovee u mummy & daddy...!!
*mmuackzz*
...NG...
Friday, January 11, 2008
oohh dear ♥
11:59 AM
ok...finally talked...
& its all settle...
:)
i could finally sleep peacefully...
at 9am...
then dad woke up up at 11am!!!!
"sleep so0 much...its alrdy 11..."he said
omg!!
he dunno how much i toss & turn in bed the whole nite...
nevermind...
i'm starving anyway...
& to my dear sayang...
sorie hor...
he always gives in to me...
he just kept quiet while i was blurting out all sorts of things to him...
lovee him...hugzzz!
*mmuackzz*
i'm still that lilttle brat who wants his attention...:p
i know u were dead tired...
but u still listen...
thank u so0 much...
if not i will be the nurse with those big round panda eyes at work...
ok...i wanna eat my branch now...
my breakfast & lunch that is...
one nasi lemak coming up...!!
...NG...
late! ♥
12:05 AM
what the heck am i still awake!
well...
i can't sleep...pretty much that...
cried to0 much...
needed some air...
but can't go out...
its like mid-nite alrdy...
haiz...
keep thinking...
my eyes are pretty much swollen...
had to go to the bathroom...
& wash my face...
arghhh...
i hate it...i hate this...
its been a long time since we had an argument...
did i went overboard...?
i don't think so...
i just thought it was inappropriate...
& yet u didnt understand...
it was just...
i just couldnt get it out of my head now...
coz i've seen it...
from that pic...
people can say who u are...
its just not nicee...
its just to0 obscene...
its just not u...
i know its just a pic...
& i AM going overboard about it...
just delete it...that's all im asking...
is it to0 much too ask...?
yes...i think it is to u...
coz its ur's...
u send it...
i dont have a right to ask u...
& i should not get involve...
i should just mind my own business...
the thing is i SAW it okay...
i was just browsing...
& i saw...
& my heart drop...
i thought...
i just...
i didnt actually believe it was from u...
is it a small thing?
i mean...
coz...i just...
ouh man...
i dunno...
stupid pic...
i need to get some sleep...
i need someone to knock me in the head...
so0 i can go to sleep...
u're still mad...
& i'm trying to make it right...
so0 stop ignoring me...
shessh...
i know u apologize...
& i had forgiven u...
now i apologize...
& u're still angry...
i'm sorie...
haiz...
are u reading this...?
or do i have to tell u to read my blog...
coz u seem to have no time to do this kind of thing anymore...
no more updates on bloggy...
no more comments...
i know its due to work...
i know u're tired...
i know its me...me...me...
hate it...
my fault...
i need to sleep...NOW....
...NG...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
why worry ♥
4:16 PM
why worry...why cry...
why bother...
u always hate me for thinking to0 much...
coz when i do...
all sorts of things goes in my mind...
other people seem to be happy...
its always me...
who says its not enough...
expects more...
wants more...
why can't i be like other girls...
why can't u be like other guys...
coz we're different...
& that's a fact...
the green eyed monster always creeps me out...
always there to create a fight...
having the fact that i seldom go out...
& u're the opposite...
the fact that i always have to find excuse to meet up...
& u can just go out...
the fact that i'm still wondering about my life...
& u know what's ur's...
everyday...
every single day...
i have yet to make up my mind...
about my life now...
the fear of putting a decision to only one...
the risks...the consequences...
its a major thing...
& time is precious...
i know i've said things that i wanna do...
but things might change...
GOD knows what will happen...
we'll just have to wait...
right now...
i regret showing the bad side of me...
i'm not that person...
i'm trying not to be that person no more...
i may have exaggerate abit of the situation...
but u know what i mean...
u see...this is what happen...
when i have free time on the lappie...
maybe its a small matter...
but to me it matters...
...NG...
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
a new year... ♥
9:16 PM
a new year starts...
menjejak tahun yang ke-1429 H
after prayers...
i did some thinking...
well..a loong one actually...
thought about all the deeds...
mostly sins that i had done...
praying hard its taken & forgiven...
there were alot of things...
that i wished i didnt do...
& that i wished i had thought it over...
at one point of time...
i wasn't even myself...
& that was scary...
i cried...& cried...
i hope i am a better person tomorrow...
insha-allah...
a better daughter...
a better sister...
a better fren...than last year...
future thinking...my wardmates has been pushing me & training me... to be a SN...
well...only practically of coz...
i do still need a certificate to be ONE...
that's where i'm stuck...
going back to studies??
it was a n0 n0 answer for me...
i never thought i would have to go back to school...
like O levels!!?? that far...??
ENGLISH...
MATHS...
SCIENCE...
ohh dear...
but i really wanna try to go forward...
i know its not easy...
i've been saying yet nothing done...
hmmm...
though am still thinking...
why wait right...?
im still young...
i can do what i like...
easy said...but nah...
i've got lots to think about...
i lovee my job as an AN now...
i do look forward to work everyday...
though i know its hectic & busy most of the time...
but i enjoy myself working with my wardmates...
alhamdulilah...
god help me through the rough times...
now i'm abit stronger...:)
& im even teaching my junior...
i did my 1st ever last office alone today...
with a new junior AN...
though i did countless of them...
but i feel proud that now my wardmates trust me...
& they keep on encouraging me to do more things...
& alhamdulilah...
i manage to work with all my wardmates...
though they have different working expectation...
now i slowly learn how to tackle...
& how to work with them...
especially the pretty hard ones...hehehe:p
i'm missing my partner in crime for the moment...
been having different shifts this year round...
missing u my buddy!! fiza!!!
been working with my dear kak alice...working side to side...
doing turning faster than the lighting...:p
but of coz all the work is done neatly & properly...
going for our breaks together...
look...finally i have my chocz muffin...!!
someone suppose to buy it for me...hmph...luckily had my frens to accompany me today...
since i've been craving for it for sooo long...
& this is mark'ey' boy...
the same thing...worked with him these past few days...this is my tall boy at work...
always teasing me & fiza...lolzz...
taught me a number of superextra important things...
hehehehe:p
& he's super tall ok...like...TALL...
so will be working with kak alice & him this coming fri....
my nite shifts!!!!
supergerek with them...
hopefully my nite will be a peaceful one...:)
ok...i'm done for today....
weeeeeeee........
might be meeting my dearie cuzzie tomorrow...
its a date dear!! insha-allah...missing her toness!!
...NG...
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
popeyes!! & i am legend ♥
7:58 PM
woaaah...
mc...ph...ph...& do...
loong week for me...
heheh...
31/12/07
weeeee....
went airport to eat popeyes...
& also meet my parents frens came back from haji...
waiting at the bus stop...
me & sis had to take the mrt...mum thought she would be late so they took cab...
met them there...
snapz...snapzzz..
mummy & daddy....:)then off for lunch...
wanted my parents to try this.....
yummmzz...mummy like it...:)
sisterzz!! mmuackzz!!on the way back home...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
snap shotss in the bus...
home picz....lol...vain huh...?
hehe...i dun care...weeeee...:p
01/01/2008!!!
wow...
a new year...
& we're off to watch I AM LEGEND...
sisterz again...big bro just came back from work...tired....hmph...next time then...
...ms toa payoh...LOL!!
walking to cathay...we had popcorn...
nachozz...
& lots & lots ofsnackzz...
the movie was awesome!!
it was superb!!
i lovee it...
love when will smith act...
went with my cuzziezz....
lunch was on mummy...
she gave us some cash...
& we went PIZZA HUT...
hehehe...:)
so0 nicee...it has been a loong time since we gather together...:)laughing & eating away...
yum yum....man...my right cheek lo0ks rather bigg...oohh...coz there was food in my mouth...
lol....
anw...enjoyed ourself...
so00 fun...
hope we can go out again...
...NG...