Monday, October 27, 2008
mc day! ♥
10:07 PM
ok...honestly...
i am exhausted from work...
seriously!
*phew*
& ya...i took mc today...
backache!
anw...updates
23/10/08
went out with my parents..
to buy last min presents..
for my uncle...
after a day at work...
& im still up for shopping!!
coz its with my dearest parents!
so0 sorie to my dear fren...
whom im suppose to meet...
sowie:(
insha-allah...
we will meet one of these days k...
lovee u til bits...
MMUACKZ!
25/10/08
the hectic day at home...
LOL...
everyone was awake in the morning...
getting ready for granny to arrive...
all of us were excited...:)
we've never get to see them...
like for 2 yrs or so0...
miss granny!
we've never actually seen all my cuzzies, aunts, uncles...
that is from my dad's side...
whom we rarely speak or meet...
we waited...
& waited...
& waited some more...
from 12 noon...
til 6pm...
wow...i know...
daddy prepared the food LONG ago...
& when he called them...
granny was still at home...
which is at dover side...
way WAY back there...
so0 after solat maghrib...
they finally came...:)
yipeee!
at last...we get a picture of them..
almost everybody was there...:)
& it was granny's b'dae...we got a cake for her...
& after we sang...
she call us one by one...
so0 she can feed us...
awww...
so0 sweet...
i wanted to cry...
so0 all of us get a bite each from the cake...
& look...
the son...feeding the mother...
ohh man...im really gonna cry now...
its been ages...
ohh man...im really gonna cry now...
its been ages...
for something like that to happen...
since daddy converted...
& met mummy after that...
& got married...
then WE came along...
hehehe...:p
daddy just look like her...:)
we chat & talk about our lives...
so0 much fun...
though at first we had nothing to talk about...
LOL...
it was a great experience...
a memorable one i would say...
26/10/08
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!
yeah!
i went with fizzie...
before work...
hehehe:p
we even got the HSM3 cup & popcorn!!woohooo!
me & fizzie!
WILDCATS fan...red + white...
heheheh:p
i just lovee seeing troy & gabriella...
i just lovee seeing troy & gabriella...
lovely couple on air & off air to0...:)
us...thinking whether we should catch the movie AGAIN!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
side-tracking
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we finally met & talked...
alhamduliah...
i hope things will be smooth for us both...
:)
i still love him so0...
*blush blush*
...NG...
Sunday, October 26, 2008
♥
8:53 PM
so0 many things to update...
so0 little time...
that day my granny came to our hse...
i & fizzie went to watch HSM3!!
pics will be up so0n...
promise...:)
i manage to get this lovely video...
'Can i have this dance?' from the movie HSM3...
i lovee it...
how i wish i was gabriella...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqT8UeH1oYk
...NG...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
woohoo...GA!! ♥
4:12 PM
wow...
what a day...
i had a superB day at work...
of coz got 'kakiz'...
kak ita & preema was with me...
work was awesome...
IF u have members...
who actually have TEAMWORK...
alhamdulilah...
& i was waiting to go home!
rushing home to be exact...
coz it was the 1st episode of....
GREY'Z ANATOMY!!!
woooHOOO....:)
i wanted to get some snacks...
or ice-cream...
or CHOCHOLATE....
but since i was rushing home..
i wont have time to go to ANY shops at all...
:(
time was ticking...
2130...
was in the tearoom to change already...
hehehehe...:p
i walk super fast today...
squEezee in the train...
ran for my bus...
literally rAn home...
LOL...
i know it starts at 2200...
& guess what time did i reach home...?
2208!!
alhamdulilah...
GOSH...that was a NEW record...
came home so0 early...
just to catch my GREY'Z ANATOMY....:)
& yes...i do have CHOCOLATE...
given from my dearest fiZA...
soo sweet of her...
coz she knew i was down...
awww...
thanx dear ever so0 much!
i just sat at the sofa til 2300...
& WOW...
i mean...it was fantastic...
i even took pics...
can u pleasee look what i have...not only chocz...banana cake...& fizzy orange drink...
of coz not forgetting WHY i drool to see this...
is my MR MC DREAMY...!
DR DEREK SHEPHERD...!
PATRICK DEMPSEY...!!!
i would LoovEE to see him...
for real...hehehe:p
& ya...the lucky girl...DR MEReDITH GREY
who always turns him away...
but somehow they will be back...i guess...lol!
ohh...i just enjoy myself...
glued to the tv for an hour...
munching on my choczz!
tanx again my dear kachik...
mmuackzz!!
can i just watch the whole series...
i wish i could...
i wouldnt wanna miss ANY episodes....:(
but due to my very...
how should i say it...
irregular..complicated...disaster scedule...
i HOPE...that i will be able to watch it...
hehehe...
okay...
i need to go do some chores...
& im definately feeling BETTER...
so0 so0 much better...
alhamdulilah...:)
still with my peace & quiet moment...
...NG...
Monday, October 20, 2008
the BOMb ♥
5:31 PM
love...fun...
laughter...enjoyment...
i wish...i could somehow...
just do that with u...
just for 1 day...
we meet & not argue...
most of the time its me...
sometimes i feel its u to0...
u rather not talk...
while i rather speak & get heard...
u brought it up...
as a sudden suprise...
u thought i would be happy...
instead i was shocked...
i was intially happy...
then when i sat down & thought about it..
i ponder...
& i cried...
selfish of me...
jealous of u...
i just cant put my thoughts away...
crying in the bus thinking u will be there...
next stop...u alighted...
just by saying goodbye...
it was a rush thought...
yet plans to be done...
though it wasn't confirm...
i just ponder...i just wonder...
the whole journey back home...
tears just kept rolling down my cheek...
i was happy...but i was just a little worried...
about u & me...
i was starving...
as if i didnt eat for a week...
my last meal was at 10am...
& i reach home at 7pm...
suppose to grab something to eat...
but i didnt had cash...
we were rushing for time...
we were rushing for time...
& i just didnt wanna ask from u either...
though i didnt feel like eating at home...
but i didnt want mummy to suspect anything...
so0 i force the food down my throat...
just for the sake of my tummy...
i don't want to get gastricflu again...
though i would rather have the pain then this in my mind...
oh GOD...
pleasee just show me the way...
at times i feel ever so0 lost in my world...
that i forget the love ones in my life...
i seriously dont know what im doing...
i seriously dont know where im going...
i just need some sleep...
i just need some peace in my head...
i just need some peace in my head...
plans after plans...
only HE knows whats going on...
coz HE writes it all...
coz HE knows it all...
prayer each day...
for all the things in life...
forgive me of the silly things i do...
for the sins i commit...
my eyes are swollen...
to0 much crying for the wrong reasons...
my life...
i just want my life...
sometimes u just cant get the things that u want...
sometimes just not your way...
i must remember that...
just remember that...
GOD is great...
GOD is forgiving...
GOD is forgiving...
GOD is everything...
...NG...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
raye picss... ♥
6:11 AM
okay...this post is for the previous raye pics...
enjoy...:)
like father...like daughter...:) 
insha-allah we will see each other again next year...
this time round will TRY to follow wak piah's family...
right hafiz...??
hehehehe!! :)
til then...
...NG...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
tired! lol! ♥
5:32 PM
woah...day off...
& im tired...
lolzz!!
more pics will be uploaded so0n...
insha-allah...
just need more time...
& yes...alhamdulilah...
finally the good news is out...
im so0 so0 happy for her...
though i was the last one to know...
hmph!
but shocking at 1st + lots lots of joy!!! :)
awwww....
i miss her...& my other 2 buddies to0...
thinking when we're going to meet up next...
i miss u 3...
mmuackzzz!!
its been months...since we talk..
& we finally did yesterday...
so0 much t0 talk...
so0 little time...:(
i lovee u 3......NG...
Monday, October 13, 2008
fiza bdae!! ♥
4:59 PM
a day with my little fren...
my dearest fiza..
i just enjoy myself...
everytime im out with her...
the bdae girl!!! weeeeeeeee....:)
ice-cream time... 
im glad she's here with me...only she understnds my situation...
WORK situation...haiz...
we both just cant stop talking about...
wOrk...
& our lifes...guys...family...
we walk all the way from town...
down to esplanade...
just plain walking & cam-whoring...:)
& i lovee it...
the walk...the talk...
& of coz the part where we just cant stop takin pics...
heheheh...:p
im really gonna get a digi-cam so0n...
that's all for now...
just tired...from nite duty...
cming to PM tmr...
& the day after...& the next day...
~~~~~~side-tracking~~~~~~
i'm just happy enough that i get to go out...
though i still got scolding from u-know-who...
think happy..*happy thoughts *
scoldings...are from my own love ones...
so0 i treasure them...
i know..."scoldings"
but i think im on a good path...
with my good loving parents...
who takes care of me...
though it was only 10pm...
she was nagging at me on the phone...
sorie mummy...
i know im not up to ur expectations of things sometimes...
but i wont do it often k...:)
i know mum lets me out at times...
just not everytime...
thats good...right?
everytime this short period of nagging that i get...
guilty-ness feeling appears...
i hate that...
i came home..
change & was on my bed...
thinking...crying...
i didnt get to see mummy the whole day...
what if she wont wake up tmr...
& im still not forgiven...
noNOnoNOnoNO! ! ! ! ! !
ohh GOD...i prayed...
i cried...
that point of time i just wanted to open or BANG my parents door down...
& hug mummy...
but she was asleep with the door locked...
*tears tears*
i woke up when i hear her voice...
she was going to work...
quickly jump out from my bed...
literally jumped from my '2nd storey' bed...
salam her...cium her hand...
but didnt get to HUG her...:(
she was rushing...
send her off at the door...
haiz...
thank GOD i woke up & see her...
what if....noNo...
not gonna say anything...
sorie mum...
i love u...
mmuackzz!
...NG...
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
raye!! ♥
4:37 PM
OMG...
its been a week after raye...
time for all the pics & updates...
01/10/08
1st day raye...
this year...GrEeennn....
alhamdulilah...my whole family together...:)
the siblings...
ladies in the house..:p 
walking to yayi's hse...
& this is the mini-bus cik ani manage to sewa...
cik ena's family...
my family...
& cik ani's family...
weeeeeeee....
my dearest cuzzie...
ok...one by one pleasee... 
we had so0 much fun together...
with our full-tummy of lontong & kuihs!
at abt 10pm...
we rushed home...
as abg nizam, kak ida,wak jah from m'sia
& ABG HISYAM's FAMILY
& ABG HISYAM's FAMILY
from LONDON....
they coming over to cik ani's hse...
just look how cutee they are....:)
kak alice in blue with her ana & adam....
its been years since we last saw them...
i look up to all my 3 cuzzies...
abg hisyam aka DR hisyam
abg nizam...lawyer...
kak ida pula...teacher...
alhamdulilah...
all settle down with thier own families...:)
they are so0 adorable...my dear nieces...
ana & anis...:)
they were super hyper...
ana & adam had their london accent..
so0 cutee....
i wish we could go london someday...
to visit them at thier home...
insha-allah...
2nd...3rd & 4th raye...
so0 many more pics to upload! !
another day okay...:p
i'll just stop with this...
for u to ponder...
hmmmm....
...NG...