Love.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

sometimes i just hate that feeling.. ♥ 6:06 PM

there just can't be two of me...
it would be a disaster...
coz i know one of me is enough...

to make someone angry & frustrated...
to make my own life miserable...
to make just that one person unhappy...

well...that's the bad side of me...
i do have a good side to0...
but am not gonna state it down...

i just hate this feeling...
that im feeling now...

some people say im selfish & too sensitive...
others dare not to say a thing...
which one is better...?

of coz there's an advantage & disadvantage of each...
i have no idea actually why im posting this...
no one actually reads it...

right....?
maybe someone out there reads...
or maybe its just me...

i just wanna let it out...
coz now...i don't feel like talking to anyone...
but maybe to my girlfren...

i miss her alot...
sometimes i feel bad coz i have no time for her...
she's been there for me most of the time...

i love her...
she's my only best fren here right now who knows me for me...
& no one else does...

well...i just give a her call...
& i would feel ok...
i would be ok....as i am now...:)

...NG...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

raye!!! ♥ 1:41 PM

woah...been having a busy week!!

weeeee.....went to kak alice house on sun...

my her house was hugeeee!
though i dont have any picture of it...

but her house was a jumbo house...
5 room & 4 room combine...

i likee! & the decoration was fab!
ouh...the food to0 of coz...heheh...

enjoyed myself....
going there with my wardmates...

kecoh! heheh...took mrt from work place...
then meet my dearie fiza...

after munching potato chips...
& honestly i ate alottt!

fiza came over to my place...
we watch high school musical 2...

then she headed home...
next day was a working day liao...

i just love mix-matching clothes...:)

my dear baby...surprise me yesterday nite...
we had a pretty rough week...

he manage to fetch me from work...
so0 sweet...:)

mmmuackzz!!
though it was just for a while...

AT LAST i met him...
its been so0 long since we last met...

well...actually it was just a month back...
but still i miss him so0...

loveee u!!

...NG...

Friday, October 19, 2007

went to fiza & yaya hse ♥ 9:53 AM

after i was done with my nite...
came home...rest...
then off to fiza hse...

it was pouring at her place...
reached about 5+pm...
her hse was a beauty...

it was very nicee & cosy...
i like....:)
her room was the best...

had her own closet...
her own bed...
her own tv...

well...for someone like me...
who sleeps with my 3 lil sis...
i would say WOW...i LIKE her room...:p

ate pizza...talk about work & all...
then off to work...
for her...coz it was late so0 she postpone her visit to my hse...

came home...my aunties...uncles...
& my close cuzzie was there...
talk & talk...

then yesterday...
i went over to her hse..
& we continue our talk...

seriously catching up on things...
in her life...
& mine to0...

from work to family...frens...& guys...
it was fun...talking...
& listening to each other's life stories...

then im back at home...

that's the week i had for hari raya....
fun...& tired to0...
:)

i like this blouse...black & white...niceee....

bluee...& pinky...my fav...

that's for now...

...NG...

Monday, October 15, 2007

hari raye...! ! ! ♥ 12:33 PM

alhamdulilah...we manage to go through this fasting month...:)
with alot of challenges & difficulties...
lovee my family...

we celebrated hari raye...
this year with me & my bro with our off dayz...
:)

ORANGEEEE....! ! !
nicee...i like....heheh:p
so0 happy coz finally we're going out as a family...

though its only for a day...
we went raye with my aunt's family...
quite a few houses we manage to cover...

still lots more though...

my new brooch...biggy flower...purpleey....:)
i like likey...
found it in my lil sis drawer...been waiting to use it....hehe:p

yupz...that's me....
can't really get me with my new outfit...
no matter...

next year will buy a digi cam...
insha-allah...for now...
hp cam wil do...:)

me & my lil sis...
wonder where i was lo0king at...
went home at about 10pm...

was tired...slept the whole night...
me & bro back to work the 2nd day...
sob sob...

waiting for us to go out again so0n...
with the whole family..
before my parents going off...

the time goes by pretty fast...
& october is ending so0n...
november 21st is not far away...

mum & dad...
i will miss u so0 much...
will insha-allah do my best as a daughter & sister towards my adik2...

the first time ever they will be out of our side...
not wanting to talk about it now...
praying that everything will go on well for them....

lovee u mama...& papa...

...NG...

Friday, October 5, 2007

i love my boo... ♥ 11:50 AM

a mistake i made...
i now realize it...

when u love someone...
u would have to love every little thing that he does...

even if u dislike it...or disagree with it...
if u love him...u're sure to give way...

to a certain extent...
of coz...

but i didnt...
i didnt give way to everything...

& i end up being mad...selfish...
crying over it...

that's just sad ain't it...
coz i would be happier if i were to just let it be...

yet again to a certain extent...
coz if its really a major thing...

that's a different thing all together...

he knows me...
he understands me...

i'm still new to all these honey...
so0 give me time to understand...

do forgive me if i ever make u mad...
i can't promise to be good everytime...

but i will try...
so0 have faith in me...trust me...

sometimes all i need to hear from u...
is an explanation of things...

i'm the lost sheep here...
most of the time...:p

so0 do keep me in touch with things...
that is going on...

glad that we're ok now...

:)
i love my boo can?

hehehe...

he's my 'doc derek'...& im his 'meredith'...

grey's anatomy...

i just love that show...

...NG...

Thursday, October 4, 2007

u finally wrote in ur bloggy! ♥ 10:00 PM

my heart just beats faster...
i kept on smilling...

coz i just saw ur blog...
finally a post from u...

was touched by what u said...
tough am really sorie for what happen...

we've really miss alot these pass 2 days...
& its only 2 days!

i'm gonna have my nite soon this weekend...
mon...tue...off...
straight with am all the way til 12 oct!!!

omg...fasting month is ending....
hoping i can do more deeds each day...

next thing i know
& its gonna be hari raya alrdy!!
weeeeeeeeee....

though im realli sorie coz im pack...
with my scedule back from 14 oct onwards...

am not sure if im able to even meet my dearies...
at bedok side...at woodlands side...or even at amk side...

haiz...sad...super sad...
no matter...insha-allah will still meet...

as for u...
im really sorie coz i have no idea when i can meet up...:(

no worries...yet again....
insha-allah things will go on well...

just like me & my work now...
super ok...super fun...with stress in it...hehehe:p

though tired... still looking forward to work each day...

that's a good thing...right...
yeah...it is....:)

...NG...

Monday, October 1, 2007

♥ 9:54 PM

BORED....

TIRED...

STRESSS...

been working lately...
time is really passing VERY fast...

puase is coming to an end...:(
not many deeds i did...

asking for forgiveness for my sins...
hoping not to do it again...insha-allah...

working in the ward is becoming....
STRESS...HECTIC...

so0 many of my frens are already waiting...
waiting for their confirmation...

& me...HAHA...
i've yet to even finish signing my checklist...

ARGHHHH....
this is so0 getting on my nerves...

they want ALL of it to be signed!!
my fault for not doing it fast...

*slow poke*
haiz...trying to catch up on things as fast as i can...

HOME...

getting some kuih done...

house is still in a mess...
to0 tired to clean up...

though ONLY my place is clean...
coz i did it before puase...:)

BF...

not wanting to talk about it...

both been busy as usual...
work...work...work...

wondering how we're gonna cope...
once we're together under one roof...

well...that's still a LONG way to go...
i can worry that later...

hating it that i cant talk for a day or two...
no more long talks...

sms will do...
meeting up is not a question to be asked...

a month waiting is not that long...
been there...done that...

our 2nd month in the process of it...
don't even ask about raye...

coz only have PH for one day...

my FAMILY...

missing them aalott...
had fun making kuih with my mum...

cooking for dinner with my dad...
sing-along session almost everyday with my sis...

as for my dearie frens...
rachel...wonder how she's doing...missing her!!

maj & cha...wishing to meet them so0n...
mira & kav...pending...planning to meet...hoping to meet...:)

fiza on leave...gonna miss that lil kid...hehe...:p
joking2...

yet to meet up ain & niah to0!!

ok....i miss all of my frenz lah OK....hehehe:p

...NG...