Love.

Monday, November 19, 2007

mum & dad gg haj... ♥ 10:48 PM

ohh dear...
am feeling so0 sleepy...
yet awake in my mind...

mum & dad going off to haj...21st nov...
that is like wednesday...!!
& that's like the day after tomorrow!!!

oh god...
i do pray everyday that they will go & come back safely...
won't want them to worry about us here...

so far...alhamdulilah...
everything is settle....
im gonna miss them alot...

:( now...
its gonna be only the 5 of us at home..
my bro..me..& my 3 lil sis...

i noe things will be hectic at first...
i wish im on leave...
but im not...

i have to really divide & manage my time...
for work & home...
this time round mum & dad not at home...

daddy...

will always make sure i wake up for work...
also prepare me breakfast...
remind me to eat my supplements...

always asking me to drink lots of water...
be the one seeing me out the door...
reminding me to always remember HIM where ever i am...

"fana...baca byk2 selawat...zikir..."
will nod my head while wearing my shoe...
& off to work...

mummy...

will smile when she see me in the morning...
tap my head & ask me what i'm eating or bringing to work...
i will never leave home without saying gdbye to them...

i will always salam both of them before i go...
even if im gonna be abit late...
i'll wait...

she will ask what time i come home...
what i want to eat later...
ask if i can accompany her somewhere...

will always ask if i have enough money...
though im already consider working...
asking me how's work...

when i come home...

mum will ask if i want to eat...
prepare for me...
leave some left over for me...

dad will ask what shift i am tomorrow...
or will just check my calender...
to note to himself that i'm working...

both of them has given me alot of advice...
that i've yet to actually do or listen to...
tsk tsk...

dad will wash my scrub suit most of the time...
make sure the housework is done...
& not make me do it everyday...unless im free or off...

mum...won't ask for help in case she really needs to...
also coz she knows im tired...
not wanting to disturb me...

have i really actually think the way they did...?
have i actually help them coz i want to...?
have i tried to chip in though im tired...?

yes & no... pity ain't it...
but i do envy my parents alot...
even if they are tired they still know its their responsibility...

& as the 1st daughter...
i have to be that way now...
all of the above mention...

though im lucky its holiday time...
so0 my sisters WILL chip in to0...
housework... laundry... cooking rice...only...

mantain peace & harmony in the family...
hehe:p
ensure enough food & drink...lolzz!

ohh gosh...
sounds easy... but its not...
though am not letting my parents worried about it...

all these are small matters...
they have to concentrate & prepare for thier journey...
now i just realise that they are gonna be there...

til 31st dec...that's loong...
i mean really really loong...
i've cried...just a little bit...

thought i myself could have a chance to go...
insha-allah...
i will miss them ever so0 much...

sob sob...:(
feeling scared & happy at the same time...
praying that everything will go on well...

my beloved parents...

mum...
dad...
i love u...

...NG...

Saturday, November 17, 2007

woah...what a week... ♥ 7:05 PM

woah...
to cut my looong post short...
here goes....

14 nov 2007...

on my b'dae...went off to work...
had a great time working...
got presie from fiza & prema...

even got something from my dearest amah...
i receive voucher from my ward...
yet to go shopping for that...

then the next day...

15 nov 2007...

after work...met my family at raffles...
to upgrade our hpz...
all to sony ericsson...

weeeeee.....:)
i loveeee my new hp...
k630i...

i loveee the camera...the hp...
yahoo....
new hp...thanx mummy...

me...my new blouse that i bought with my new hp....:)

then...
16 nov 2007...

meet him....
sweeet....:)
thanx sayang...

today....
17 nov 2007...

tiring...
had some gathering before my parents go off...
to think of it...its just a few days away...:(

im gonna miss mummy & daddy...
i loveee u!!!

...NG...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hepi b'dae.. ♥ 10:43 AM

well...
hepi b'dae to me...
haiz...

just not my day...
will be dragging myself to work...
later this afternoon...

am not in the mood at all...
having my period...+ its my B"DAE!!!
argghhhh...

whatever...
just don't mind me...
painful cramps all over...

suppose to have lunch with my frens...
but they couldnt make it...
ohh well..its ok...

suppose to go & buy doughnuts...
but im to0 weak to walk there...
ohh well...nvm...

what a way to start my day...
haiz...
ohh well...

im off then...
moody...moody...moody...
hmph.....

...NG...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

my b'dae tmr!!! weee... ♥ 3:19 PM

ITS A LONG POST TODAY!!!

11 nov 2007

my family brought me out for dinner...
at city plaza...for satay!
it was yummy....:)

can u feel the love...heheheh:p my beloved parents...

me & my lil sis....having tom yam noodle....

tom yam...ice kacang...cendol...

satay!!! & fish & chips....

after our dinner...
we just did abit of shopping...

they bought me this cute bag...for my b'dae!!

i loveeee it!!

12 nov 2007

outing with my 3 lil sisters...
lovee it....
1st we went to citylink...

then off to esplanade...
weeee...

its us...girls outing....

enjoying pur brownies at mrs fields...:)
it was so0 chocolateyyy...

having some fun...outside esplanade...

me & her....sweet...:)

then we're off to marina square...
niceee christmas tree..

next stop...SUNTEC CITY....
weeeee....

coz we are sisters...we stand together...hehehe:p

they yet again bought me...this bag...

i likeee!!!

& i bought this small bag...so far this year...
is the year of bag for meee...

& the most sweetest thing happen to me yesterday nite...

i saw this cute little box outside my house...! ! !

just look at it...so0 sweet right...
a gift from my guy...awwww...
i lovee u...

he made this specially for me...:)

lo0k...she even has her own birth cert...
hehehe:p

its named notti bear...
it was so0 sweet of him...
to go alone & make this cute little bear for me...:)

i was so0 happy...
it was so0 cute....
so0 sweet....:)

hehehe....
thanx honey...

cute little princess notti bear...
for me nottigal....

awww....she even has her own cute little whitey shoess...:)
& he picked all them out by himself...
PINK!!! i just lovee my neww teddy...

thank u...thank u...thank u sayang...
hehehe:)

my day ended up great...
:)

...NG...

Monday, November 5, 2007

my 1st 21st b'dae gift... ♥ 11:38 PM

ZA LIMITED EDITION CASING...

i know....wow!!!
thanx mum & dad...
they bought me that limited edition ZA compact...

i lovee it!!
gold compact...with 2 foundation...a pink bag...& heart decorations...
my 1st early b'dae gift....

awww....sweet aint it...
waiting for moreee gifts...
hehehe...:p

& u noe what...

can u just see that...
see how slim it is...
just like my phone....

ohh my...u girls gotta own this one...
so0 far...
i've got the glitter purple casing...

& the small blue flowery compact...
this one i bought was later...for my sis..
after i bought the blue one actually...

but this...
the GOLD one...the slim one...:)
i likee....

can't wait for the next one to come out...
hehehe....!!

anw...i was with my parents & twins sis...
at bishan shopping for things...
to bring for haj...

i will miss them ever so0 much...
manage to grab some things...
then headed home...

the whole day...
i was practically in front of the lappy...
& the medium size tv...

i just took some time to actually go through...
some work related things...
then my mind went wondering away...

then i dozed off...
hehehe...
what a day to spend during my off day...

i just cant wait for another family gathering...
i mean going out together...
as a family...well..

i hope insha-allah...
i will have the time...
will have to try my very best to change my scedule...

til then...im off to bed now...
that small simple gift...
just lightens up my whole boring/moody day...

thanx again...mum...dad...

...NG...

3 nov ♥ 7:49 AM

3rd nov...
movie...lunch...& shopping...
citylink...suntec...marina square...& douby gaut...

long story short...
i had a really great time...
:)

no pictures of it though...
just me...

anw...happy b'dae to my dear...
26 is not a small number...
hehehe...:p

hope u enjoy ur day today...
im stuck here at home...
revising through some work stuff...for audit this month...

really am praying that i wont be asked...
don't know when is it...
could be anytime...

so0 i have to be prepared...

...NG...