Sunday, April 29, 2007
swensens!! ♥
4:52 AM
finally....manage to meet...went to meet up on fri at bedok...
thinking of going to parkway...then off to bugis...at last went to suntec!
hehehe....dats us...fickle minded...yeah...
:) took bus to city hall...
talk & talk...crap lah wat else...
wanted so0 much to eat my oreo cheesecake...
so0 went to starbucks...
then the fickle-minded me says" im hungry"
we saw the directory...time to choose a place to eat! lol:p
wanted swensens...couldnt find...secret recipe? ok....
so0 went to search & search...finally we saw swensens!!
heheh..i know...so0 we went to eat there...
yumz yumzz...fries...calamari...crayfish pasta...
& end it with waffle ice-cream....woah!!
so0 full....then headed back home...
coz he wasn't feeling well...
like suddenly he felt the tiredness in him...
i was so0 scared that he would faint!!!
but lucky...i was there...heheh...
well...nothing happen...:)
mmmuackzz...loveee ya....mmmuackzz!
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well that was fri...then yesterday...my buddy rac...call me last min...
at about 6pm & asked me out to bugis...
hehehe!! had permission from my mum...
then i got ready & went to meet her...
we went shopping!! only her...coz i was broke alrdy...:(
found her bag for only $12....& her watch to0!!
co0l...then decided to go marina square to eat...
watelse...LONG JOHN !! heehhee:p
soo many people...well...alot of malays...
before that my buddy bought me this chocz cake...
from bread papa...chocolate fondant...
it was nicee...i thought the taste was like...
fantastic....but it wasnt...
it was only nicee...well...it look nicer in the pic...lol!
wasn't really hungry...so0 she ate her combo 1...
& i ate the cake...& she belanje me a drink to0!
thanx gal! hehehe:p
then we talk & headed to the bus stop...
as usual we had that "talk"
heheh...our girly talk...miss that...
am hoping that we can meet again...
haiz....im gonna start work in a few days time...
wish me luck!
...NG...
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
working life!!! ♥
11:51 PM
woah...its kinda late alrdy...well i cant sleep...
wanted to talk on the phone but he's tired...not to be blame...
i would be in his position so0n to0...
so0 u get ready!!
hehehe:p
wanna noe why...
im starting work so0n...
less than 2 wks time!!!
wohooo! ! !
counting the days to 7th MAY...
so0 excited! !
though i had some advice from my lecturer...
its gonna be tough...
but can cope with hardwork...:)
well...in life nothing is ever easy right...?
so0...am gonna prepare myself...
read more books...
thats what i've been saying since i had my holidays...
hehehehe! ! !
im really glad i've made my journey til this far...
& of coz i wouldnt have make it...
if not from GOD & the support of my beloved family...
the help from my lecturers...& to all of u...my dear frenzz!!
mmmuackzzzz! ! !!
big hugsss & kissess! ! !
miss u all so0 much!!
well...to whoever is reading lah....
i miss u! ! !
hehehe:p
to whoever has stepped into my life...even for a day...
thanx for everything...
no matter good or bad...
coz hey...im still alive!
=)
yey me! ! !
im happy & no body is gonna ruin it...
not even to the person who juz ruin it...
BLUEK!!
i know u're happy for me...
juz that u're tired at the moment of time...
& i dowan to think otherwise...
so0 ya...
weeeeeeeee...
now all aside...7th may...7th may...7th june... eh eh...7th may! ! ! !
i wanna celebrate tmr!!
well...maybe juz buy myself an oreo cheesecake will do...
yumz!! i like!!
...NG...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
to east coast.. ♥
11:36 AM
went out with my dearies...! ! !co0l...
first met cha at town...
we walk2...til it rain...lolzzz...
saw alot of nicee clothess & pants...
went taka & wisma...
the guest of honours still yet to arrive...
maj lah who else...
hehehe...
yes maj...drop at cityhall to go esplanade...
:) so0 me & cha juz talked while maj...
was finding her way there...
by the time she came...it was alrdy 5pm...
so0 took some pics...
like we always do...:p
then had a small commotion...
about where to go for dinner...
all bcoz of the guys lah!
but at last we all meet up at bedok...
to go ECP...
so0 hungry2...but i dowan to eat...
the rest ordered satay...
tomyam...ayam...woah!
but i ate one satay...& the rest deserts!!
woah...so0 crazy with deserts...
yumzz...had my bandung drink...
ice-kacang...& coconut!! hehehe:p
then we talked...& talked...
had so0 much fun lah...
hehehe! ! !
but time really pass real fast...
& it was time to go home...
:( will meet up again ok....
on the way home...something happen on the road...
& he was my hero! !
he went to help out...
mmmuackzz...
my strong man!
wanna noe what happen....
hmm....bluek:p
i wont tell....
proud of him coz he actually went to help though we were late...
lovee u lotsss...! ! !
...NG...
Friday, April 20, 2007
borrring! ♥
9:39 PM
woke up early...
decided to clean the house...
coz i seriously had nothing to d0...
for 2 hours i had fun by myself...
listening to music while cleaning!!
wohoo....dancing around...singing...
lucky no one was around to hear it...
i bet i sound horrible...
lolz...hehehe! ! !
then i thought i could lose some pounds abit...
cycling...while not really lah...
have this cycling-bike-thingy that my bro bought...
been cycling for the whole week...
& yet to lose some fats though...
i better stop eating junk food...
BUT i can't resist! ! !
like...im at home...
almost everyday...all i see is food lying around! ! !
heheh...:p but i really wanna lose some weight...
hmm...maybe eat less...
no more breakfast & lunch...hehe...lolz...
i tink i'll be lying on the floor if that happens...
haiz...then i thought maybe if i go out...
then i wont be lo0king for fo0d! ! !
but then again...i was to0 tired..
i forced myself thinking that i will go out...
& i landed straight on the sofa...zzZZzz...for an hour...
HAHAHA!!
& i've been using the laptop...
3-4 times already...now then im blogging...
aiyoh...i seriously have to get a life...
need to read my books...
NOW....
ohhh & ya...i kept on reading these articles in evil bunny's bloggy...
so0 hilarious lah...
u guys should check out his webby...
http://happeepill.com...
i have a link of him...*prince happiness*
coz he's really good about his jokes....
well...i find it funny lah...
& also very interesting...
some things that he writes in is ever so0 true...
so0 what u waiting for...
go & check out his webby...
i'm telling u...u're missing alot if u dont go & read...
hehehe...
im serious...
go...go....
...NG...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
went shopping at last!! ♥
8:29 PM
weeeeeeee......went out with kak nad today...
met her at woodlands...
was starving...
so we eat at banquet...
*carrot cake...! ! *
we ate & talk about things...
its been quite a while since i last saw her...
miss her...& of coz my other attchment buddies to0! ! mmuackzz!
then we jalan2 at the mall....
went to survey some kitchen things for kak nad...
& as for me...i was lo0king for shoess...clothes...& lingerie!!! :p
woah...i spend $60 excluding shoes...
though i saw one which i like!
but will buy some other time then...
juz when there's a sale....
that's the time im broke! ! !
boo-hoo....baby!...buy me shoes! ! !hehehe:p
ohhhnono...he promise me to buy a teddy bear...
& he wants to buy for me ok...
not i ask for it...heheh...mmmuackzzz!
anw...after our little shopping...
we went to the library...
check up some books...then we're off for the day...
woah....so0 fun lah!
real shopping ! ! ! thanx with the help of kak nad...
love ya! hope to c all my members so0n!!
miss u guys so0 much!!!
...NG...
Saturday, April 14, 2007
wat a day... ♥
10:10 PM
omg...what a day i had...
woke up early...
decided to clean the whole house...alone...
though my twin sisters were there....
only call them when in need of help..
lolz...heheh:p
after dat...was juz boring!!
BORING! ! !
though i manage to watch movie on HBO...
still nothing enlightens me...
only when i read my bloggy...
& found my dearie maj wrote something sweet on her's...
heheh...she's proud of me...
yay! lolz...so0 are my parents of coz...
dat was the only thing dat made me smile...
been really sick the past few days...
having diarrhoea the previous nite...
& now am having bad stomach ache...:(
i dunno what's happening in my body...
hmm...should i do an x-ray for myself...?
lolzz...wondering whats happening inside though...
things have been bugging me...
only in my mind though...
i juz wanna go out...pleaseee...
maybe tmr after my class...
i can walk around somewhere...
juz to be with me,myself & i...
i asked my buddy...but she's busy...
wouldnt think he wanna meet me tmr to0...
my other 2 dearies are meeting up with me next wk...
so0 i guess...i'll go alone...
well...who cares rite....
maybe go vivo? nah...marina?..erm...my void deck...lol!
am really bored & upset...
or maybe juz sad...or angry...
i juz need to talk to someone...
everybody seems to be busy...
i don't blame them...
they have thier own lives to think of...
im the one who doesn't have anything to d0...
& i think about alot of things...
its yet to be settle...
i had no one to turn to with my problem...
tears streamed down my face...& i juz prayed to HIM...
then i was calm enough to think it through on my own...:)
anw am kinda waiting for my lil sis to come home...
its late alrdy....zzZZzz...
sleepy to0....
...NG...
Friday, April 13, 2007
♥
10:21 PM
i juz wanna say im glad i've got a job...alhamdulilah..:)
everything went well...insha-allah working in ward 6B!
going to refresh my skills...need lots of reading up...
i dunno why i feel lost...i thought i knew where i was going...
but it seems things aren't going smoothly as i thought it would be...
i feel what im doing is right though i have doubts...
why? doubts can be good & bad...
it just seems that i'm going through it coz i have to...
i dont wanna feel that way...
i wanna feel that i want it...not that i have to...
a burden? a chore? a pleasure? a sacrifice?
i feel insecure...with myself...
to0 emotional me? or just something that i need to let out...?
i feel that bond...but...why...why...things are getting out of hand...
im having that fear which i had the first time...
i thought i have overcome it...
but it came back...& im scared...
though now...im more confident...
even if i have to let go...
i know i will find myself back...
it will take time...
but i wish upon a star...
that i won't have to let go...
well...actually praying to GOD is better...:)
i don't wish to be a burden...
i don't wish to have this bad feeling...
i don't wish to think about all these...
i just wish for a second that u understand...
i can't help but to cry when i go to sleep...
knowing that anything can happen...
that i can be on my own...
time flies...i'll be in the working world so0n...
leading my life...supporting my family...
that's my aim...my goal...for me....for myself...& i...
...NG...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
mummy wkplc.. ♥
9:05 PM
woah....woke up early...mum ask me if i wanna follow her to work...
*jumping for joy* heheh...at last i can go out!
was excited...the last time i went there was...er...i cant remember...lol!
dats me! ! in her office area...co0l!! i brought my laptop along...well...when i reach there i couldnt get any network...
heheheh!! lolzz
nvm dat...i still had fun! ! helping my mum with some paper work...
then my mum's fren lend me a book....interesting....
hmm...wat did i do?? ohhh...i juz played comp games...
lunch time...had a buffet...for today only....lol
i help to serve...hehehe...look....:)
that's just a part of it lah....:p
yumzz yumzz...! ! !got to know alot of people....
saw one chinese handsome guy! ! hehehe:p
well...my guy still stands out lah of coz...
mmmuackkzzz!!
dont worry my dear...i'm still ur's....:)
then...back to work...lolz...
did just some filing...& i was done...
went on reading my book...:)
5.30pm went back home...
on the way home...
saw my cute buddies...niah & ain...
miss them so0 much...!!
mmmuackzz...
gonna follow them for job hunting tmr! ! ! ! !
* a little note from NG *
we may have little secrets that we hide from the people in this world...
but HE knows....only GOD knows everything that goes on...
...NG...
Friday, April 6, 2007
ben & jerry!! ♥
10:29 AM
weeeeeeee.....at last i went out after a week at HOME! ! ! !
went to catch a moviee....shooter!
was so0 cool! i like! !
:) ate ben & jerry to0...yumzyumzz...
chocolate chip cookie dough...my fav!
thanx to the person who belanja me...
hehehe...mmuackzzzz!
went jalan2 after maghrib...
walk til tekka...lolz....then went to have KFC...
at boon keng....where my old childhood days were...
i manage to go to my cake shop...
which i use to go to...woah....
i loveee the japenese biscuits!! yumzzz...
then headed home....
time juz flies so0 fast...
now c'ming to a mnth at home...lolzzz! ! !
well...today's another day...
hopefully meeting my pweetie fren at tp...
shopping...? makan? we'll see...:)
* a little note from NG *
cemerlang di dunia...tapi harus cemerlang di akhirat juga....:)
...NG...
Sunday, April 1, 2007
hopes & dreamzz ♥
1:16 AM
hopes & dreams...everyone has them...
but were we able to reach for it...?
yes...some did...
no...sadly not all do...
dreamz....i had...lots of them....
i dont know why...
i've been thinking alot about my future...
& my dreamz werent the same...
i kept thinking that i wont have those dreamz...
they wont become reality...
dreamz are just dreamz...unless u work for it...
tears & smilez...is it for real....is it fake?
you may say that i think to0 much...
even say that i kept on thinking things that i would never wish to happen...
but everything is in HIS hands...
what can you say?
what can i do?
few years down the road...
i just pray hard...
go with the flow...
& will see how things goes...
im not saying im not happy...
im just saying that i do alot of thinking about the future...
no harm done...negative or positive...
you dont know what's in for u & me...
things happen unexpectedly...
praying each day...
thanking HIM that im still alive...
looking forward to things in life...
some may see it...
some may dont...
different people...different thinking...
you may have a different view of how i look at things...
i may look at your's differently...
we're not the same...
people might say this to you...
but behind your back is a different story...
only HE knows the truth...
its complicated...whatever im saying...
its just me...
* a little note from NG *
everyday we pray....we take wudhuk...
& we pray five times a day...
just remember...treat each prayer as your last one...
you'll never know that it is really your LAST prayer that you manage to do...
...NG...