Friday, August 31, 2007
went to get lil sis new hp.. ♥
10:18 AM
woah...
just ended my nite shift..
later wrking pm shift...
manage to go out yesterday...
suppose to be my sleeping day...
but went to accompany my sis to get her new hp...
she's been waiting for the day to come...
well...yesterday was the day...
went to raffles...to meet mum...
FINALLY got her hp...
&....
the 1st pic she took...darn...my eye bag is so0 UGLY....
off to my fav...STARBUCKS...at suntec...yummzz...
no idea what to pose...
wonder why my sis took me with that tree...lol..:pwork is stressful right at this moment...
coz my checklist is due...
& i've not been able to sign even half of it...
confirmation of my job is at stake now...
will i be....will i be not....:(
3 months already & yet to stay on...
worry day & night...
though i bring my list everyday...
i tend to bring it back home with no signatures for the day...
busy is one thing...
need to practice another...
theory is also another problem...
i have no idea how i can actually be going around asking for signatures...
when we are so0 busy with work...
well...i just have to force some time for it...
if not...i'll be a goner...
no...i cant be...
i need those signatures...QUICK!!!
i wanna thank u alot for understanding...
have i improve in any way?
its been a month now of those rocky days...
still going on strong...
i miss u...
i really really miss u...
...NG...
Saturday, August 25, 2007
suntec here we come... ♥
9:47 AM
woah...okok...
here are the pics...suntec outing with my dearie fiza!!
kinda blur...
dont we look sweet...together with our s'pore flower...heheh:pof coz...an outing without food is a NO NO...
& i was super hungry on that day...
wait...which day was it...er...
20/08/2007
then we're off to hunt food!!
the ultimate-favourite place...is swensensss!! just lo0k at how big the menu is...woohoo!we kinda took a long time to order...laughing away...
then we had to wait of coz...
the waiting was where we had some time to catch up on things....
food is served...hmm...yummmzz...only 3 sets + ice-cream...tempting!!
finally...the photographer of the day EATS...& she's loving it...!
after 2 hours of chit-chatting...munching...laughing...dancing..oopzz...hehe...we really did dance a lil...:p
&...we were finally DONE...
nicee...& wet to0...hehe...
saw this new water fountain IN the mall itself when we were going home...
edited by fiza....:)
& the day had to come to an end of coz...just wished we could stay longer...
always had fun-food-hunting with my fiza...
next trip...sentosa?? hehe...:p
glad i had fun in this period of time...
thanx to her especially...
it was an unplanned outing....
but i still LOVE it...mmmuackzz...
...NG...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
just GREAT!!! ♥
6:08 PM
dragging my feet home today...i walk super slow...
like a turtle...no offence my dear animal fwen...:p
my 2 nights was great!!
plain water was what i had for my break...
& a good nicee sleep...
i am actually really....
really down at this moment of time...
though to let someone hear about my problem..
is just to simple...& not such a big biggy problem at all...
once u hear it...u will LAUGH...
its just ONE day that spoils it all...
no one will understand...
the feeling is just to hard to sympathise for...
its even rare to see this type of problem...
now...right now in this generation...
only he understands...coz he's in this mess to0...
to0 tired...
to0 bored...
to0 lazy to type anymore...
note to self...
dont expect...never expect things from people...
just go with the flow...
an advise from my buddy...rachel...
which i ignore...
til it happens...ALOT OF TIMES...
thanx girl...
missing ya right now...
...NG...
Friday, August 17, 2007
big bro celebration!! ♥
10:51 AM
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MAD JACK....
at last a family gathering...
all 7 members...:)
today my big bro's b'dae...
went there for dinner yesterday...
since all of us were available...
the service was not up to my standard...
to me i think pizzahut is WAY better...
BUT the food was yummys!!
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grilled fish....that's mine!!.jpg)
fish& chips...just lo0k at the fish....yummmzzz....!!!.jpg)
this is...er...spicy mixed cheese fries...i think...hehe:p.jpg)
milo dinosaur!!!well...that's not all...
but i was to0 busy eating to take the rest...lolzzz:p
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happily eating...while my lil sis still waiting for her's...:p.jpg)
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the other 3 ladies....jpg)
time to go home...waiting for the cab...
ohhh i forgot the dessert...had to bring it home coz we were FULL...
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MAD & RICH choc cake...how can i miss my dessert....!!
hehehe...:p
there were a variety of cakes...
i just wanted to buy ALL!!!!
lolz...
but this one was super rich in chocz!!
loveee it!!
:)
happy b'dae big bro!!
mmmuackzz!!
...NG...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
break time... ♥
3:18 AM
music! nowadays i barely eat during my break time..
i rather sleep than eat...
that's what my brain tells me to do...
so0 here i am...
every break...
with only biscuits & fruits in my hand...
ears pluck in with my mp3...
the music just gets me on...
everytime..."fana not eating again??"
the qns always pops up in the tearoom...
*shaking head* while still into my music...:)
then zzZZzz...dreaming away...let my head relax from the hectic work...
lovee it...
no worries...coz i still eat REAL food...
before going to work...
hehehe...:p
diet? nah...junk food still in my list...
though am losing just a 'little....'
weight....just a tiny tiny bit...2 or 3 kg...
not much...need to do some excercise...
like seriously...i should go for a run...
or doing some sit-ups...
need those strength...
really..really...
my missy fwens go to gym...
that's like...wow...
though i dont need to go to the gym...
my house is GYM....heheh:p
just some things i do randomly...hate that i dont have photoshop in my lappie...
i call this piece *pink lines*...
suppose to go outs...
things change...no matter...
am here with my lappie...
sitting at home aint that bored...
like..hah...yah right...
am going out with my family tmr...
bro's b'dae...:)
...NG...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
the feeling.. ♥
9:29 AM
its been really busy lately...
though i had wanted to post like a few days ago...
things aren't lo0king to0 good...
seriously i just wanna go work...
& come home to sleep...
that's how tired i could be...
but things aren't going the right way...
expectation of mine is just way to0 high...
keeping my anger & frustration...
is just to0 much...
but as it goes on...
i tend to wonder...
why in the 1st place im keeping it...?
maybe im just to0 tired to talk about it...
maybe i thought u knew about it...
maybe i just thought i will be able to handle it...
maybe i thought i was that tough enough to go through it...
well...honestly...
i hate it...
i hate keeping things...
the people who know me well...
knows that i wont keep my mouth shut...
coz i got plenty of stories to tell...
good or bad...
i will say it out...
that's me...
but some things are meant to be kept...
some things are meant to be known...
& some is better left alone...
its been a while since i had my happy moments...
sometimes i just blame myself...
for bringing some stupid problem up...
just to argue or fight about...
for now...im just keeping it...
yell if u want to...
shout as loud as u want...
coz my lips are seal...
...NG...
though i had wanted to post like a few days ago...
things aren't lo0king to0 good...
seriously i just wanna go work...
& come home to sleep...
that's how tired i could be...
but things aren't going the right way...
expectation of mine is just way to0 high...
keeping my anger & frustration...
is just to0 much...
but as it goes on...
i tend to wonder...
why in the 1st place im keeping it...?
maybe im just to0 tired to talk about it...
maybe i thought u knew about it...
maybe i just thought i will be able to handle it...
maybe i thought i was that tough enough to go through it...
well...honestly...
i hate it...
i hate keeping things...
the people who know me well...
knows that i wont keep my mouth shut...
coz i got plenty of stories to tell...
good or bad...
i will say it out...
that's me...
but some things are meant to be kept...
some things are meant to be known...
& some is better left alone...
its been a while since i had my happy moments...
sometimes i just blame myself...
for bringing some stupid problem up...
just to argue or fight about...
for now...im just keeping it...
yell if u want to...
shout as loud as u want...
coz my lips are seal...
...NG...
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
more picss... ♥
7:16 AM
weeee....
my post for the day....
this time only pics...
no time to bloggy...
tmr wrking afternoon...
but with fiza!!! :)
pics of us in our tea room...:p
look at that...so0 many lockers....but not mine...
THIS is mine....heheh...edited by my dearie fiza...:)
of coz...its us again...love her lotzz...my 'only-gossip-turn to if got prob in ward' partner!!HEHEHEHEHE:p
going down....niceee.......NG...
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
woah....so long ago... ♥
7:23 AM
well...i've not been able to write anything for these past few dayz...
like...woah...usually i have lots of crazzzy things to talk about...
anyway...im having some niceee pictures to put up...
seriously....
for once i dunno what to write now...lol!
that was on nurse's day...over already...hehehe:pi went for the movie marathon & for the FOOD...
wanted so0 much to take that...lolzz! weeee.....though u cant really see the beautiful stage decoration....hehe!!!
we were the 1st ones...my wardmate....:)....jpg)
i got that cute bottle with a special nurse's day ez-link card!! cutezz...had more actually...got flowers...cake...& more cakezzz...
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up close...i call it 'cute lil angel' ez-link card...:)
well that's all...
another boredom-ness pic....:p i like.....i still got pics to grab from my dearie tiki...
she's yet to upload the pics...
so0 that will be later on....
ohhh...i just remembered....
i went to starbucks...
& boy...i enjoyed my cakes....& the drinks of coz...
super desert time...we tried the new guiltless mango cheesecake...
& of coz with my one & only oreo cheesecake...
just can't get enough of those sweetness...
yumzz...
double-yumzz....:)
since we understand each other's situation...
we're closer than ever...
we tend to stop argue-ing even before it started...
does that make sense...?
hehehe:p
well...that's good news right...
more long talks on the phone...
due to seldom meeting up...
for now of coz....
thanx for everything...
missing u more each day...
thanx again for understanding me...& my situation...
mmmuackzz!!
oreo cheesecake again next time...:p
or maybe my chocz cake from secret recipe....:)
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nicee right...its lovely....:) yet to use it...
thanx dear...
...NG...
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
nurses day turn out badly at home.. ♥
5:06 PM
that was the chocz cake...i mean brownie coated with chocz cream...for nurses day celebration...which i went to yesterday...
it was superb!! i was having fun...
til i came home...
i dont have the mood to even tell the details of the day...
that nite was an unmemorable one...
parents conference again...
this time was super serious...
tears stream down my face...
i had the most terrible headache in my entire life...
the next morning...which was today...
i cant get up from bed to go work...
i just couldn't...mentally....physically...
everyone left the house...
i slept til 10am...then off to the doc...
i had earlier called in sick...
in my life...
i've NEVER went to the doc twice! in a year...
usually is just self-medicated...
or i'll just go on with it...
now i have 3 mc!!
omg....seriously...
what is happening...
i myself have no idea...
so0 what's gonna happen now...
leave or stay...
change or be the same...
well...i've made my decision...
i'll stay & go through this...
& yes...i will change...
how about u...
the happy times are over for now...
there will be a time which i just wish never happen...
those are the times that i need u to tell me everything will be ok....
...NG...