Friday, May 25, 2007
what a week... ♥
1:03 PM
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that's me in dress...my uni!! yah..i know...at last u all get to see me in that...
for a day!! lol:p
was just getting ready for my grad day!!
weee...
that was on 24/05/07!!!
just when i was waiting for grad day to come...
SORE EYES!!!
yah...had them...thats why am wearing those glassess...
which mummy bought especially for it!
hehehehe:p
lolzzz....but niceee...i like.....
well...on the way there....snap some pics...cant wait to meet my fellow mates!!
miss them lotss!! :)
it was great...miss all my buddies alot!!
though i wasn't able to stay long...
coz it was kinda late...& my parents wanted to go home...
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isn't he cute!! mummy bought me that to0 in sch...they were selling the teddy...
which says"im an ite college east graduate" cute!!!
the next day 25/05/07...i had really bad sore eyes lah!!!
my right eye was SUPER RED...
& swollen!
can see my right eye?? RED!!!
arghhh...so0 painful!!
:(
still went to work...but sister asked me to see the doc!
& it was MY PAY DAY...
lolzzz....what a day man!
wanted to go out with my frenz...but had to cancel it:(
suppose to meet u also but cancel....
haiz...
that was my 1st pay treat for my family!!woohoo....
alhamdulilah...:) we were all pretty full after that...:p
so0 cute right!! hehehe:p...NG...
Thursday, May 17, 2007
woah...fun again! ♥
7:42 AM
weee.....! ! yesterday's lecture was abit dry...
but still we had fun as always...
i cant stop laughing away with my dearie ain & fiza!
heheh:p lolzz...just like in school days...
but we also learn new things...
& some just refresh our skills knowledge...
just like the times in lecture hall...only this time round we're AN....
& just revising through our skillz...the pic abit blur huh...:p
without my ain & that little one fiza!
i dont know if i am able to cope...
coz its not easy...there's just so0 many things!!!
seriously i have to study all back from the basics...
from NGT...to dressing...& lots more...
nevermind...insha-allah i will make it...:)
lunch time!!! had my burger...& i bought this chocz cake from polar!
heheh...yumzzzz!!!
im really hoping to go out this sat...
still not sure if my mum allow...
haiz...i know...
:( insha-allah i can...
lo0k!!! thats us!! well...without kacik! fiza! where r u!hehehe:p scrubz all the way....
lovee it...
wish i could get a new hp....
or maybe a new digi cam...
arghh...the picz i take are all so0 blur....
anw...still i love lah my hp...
coz its still working...ehehehe:p
lolzz...
i feel great...i really do...
when i go to work...
all my problems...i will just set it aside...
i wanna have fun...& work to0...
enjoy with what im doing...
:)
whenever i go to work...
sometimes i feel like im in my own world...
where i care for all...
still i need extremely lots of knowledge...
i cant work without anything in my head...
i need to know things! lots of things!!
time is what i have to treasure...
once i reach home...
all the problems just rush in...
back to all the nonsense...
hate it so0 much...
i really envy & am so0 proud to have my parents...
now i realise how they actually feel...
once they reach home...
tired but still acknowledge us...talk to us...
though they have other things in mind...
their own problems to0...
i have to slowly learn to control things...
im happy enough that i dont have to drag myself to work...
because i want to go to work...
i lovee it...:) though stress...but slowly...
learn & keep on learning...
set aside everything...
i can do it...
no matter what...
even if u dont understand what im going through...
sometimes i feel like not talking...
coz i have so0 many things in mind...
but i will still remember that u're at least there...
when i go to bed...then i can have peace...
but u still dont get me...
before i go to bed everynight...
u will still be in mind...
just try to understand each other...
thats all im asking for...
& what im trying to do to0...
...NG...
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
got time... ♥
9:20 PM
woah...this week use comp more often...coz not feeling so0 exhausted like last week...
hehe:p
anw...today was great...
time pass really fast...
next thing i knew it was lunch time...
had to go all the way to novena to get lunch...
coz i was at CDC for our lecture...
walk all the way there...
had a great big lunch...
which cost me $7.90!!!!
woah!!! expenseive huh...hungry lah...:)
not so0 sure why i was hungry all of a sudden...
sometimes i just wanna put away some things in mind...
hmm...maybe...or maybe im just HUNGRY!!
:p then...after that...was really full...
alhamdulilah...
back to lectures...procedures & all..
had fun...& stress to0...
lolzz...had to compress the things in one go...
we had one demo of the testing...then one by one have to do...!!!
i manage to pass...with a little help...
though i still want to do it again next time...
must make sure i do it right...
had to stayed back a while to finish up...
then maj called...
met her at tp interchange!
ohh...how i miss her so0 much!!
she's going for her netball practice...!!
its been a long time ever since i did any sports...!!
heheh:p
so0 we met up & chit chat...
catch up a little here & there...
still cant wait to meet up this sat...
insha-allah both of us are free...
can talk abit more...hehehe:p
then she head off to kallang...
lucky i ask her how she's going...
if not...i think until now she's still trying to get there!
hehehe:)
no worriez ya girl!!
i understand....:p
well...am gonna go back to my work...
& assignments...have to start studying...
having test right after my orientation ends..!!!
...NG...
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
what a week... ♥
9:36 PM
woah....one week of orientation...
now on going the 2nd week...
its been really scary the 1st week...
new environment...
new things i have go through...
fast pace work is ok with me...
its just the skills that i have to learn...
the machines...the equipments...
the procedures...
i got alot of help from the staff...
they were really nicee...
even the doctors...hehehe:p lolzz...
i had fun last sat...
learn new stuff from SN...about AI...& CVP...
& assisted doctors in procedures..! so0 co0l!! :)
my staff were pretty on going!
hehehe:)
cant wait to go back to the ward...
though i have lots of work & assignments...
alot of things to learn to0!
& in 3 mths time...i have to know ALL...
pressure!!!!
everyday sleeping...coz so0 tired...
& wake up late juz to end up sleeping back!
haiz...need more time...
im having only sunday off now...
& half day on sat...
dat is consider pretty good...
though im lo0king forward to meet up my besties on sat...
miss u 2 lah...insha-allah we meet up k!!
& about U...i know we've been busy these pass few days...not even being able to talk yesterday...
u just do what u want k...
so0 do go ahead with it...
as i am just concern...
thats all...
u always ask...but i dont mean to make u angry...
its just me sometimes...
i wont want to control u in any way...
since we're not in any bond...
we still have our freedom...
right?
so0 its fair for u to do what u want...
& for me to do what I want...
no arguements...
u know me & my thinking...
always go abit far...
sometimes its good...though at times it could be bad to0...
its not easy on my part...
& ur's to0...
i understand...
well...i'm happy with my job which i lovee...
my life...my family & frenz...
& nothing can bring me down now...
putting away my problems...
living in fear is never the answer...
crying is always my weakness...
being strong is never easy...
now in my new working world...
even if im alone...i would have to be strong to0...
only GOD knows what i have in mind...
i pray hard that i can achieve what i want...
& lead the life as it is...
...NG...
Monday, May 7, 2007
♥
8:30 PM
woah.....1st day...was fun...get to meet up with my old frenzz!!
was super excited!!! heheh:p
hmm...having orientation now...
that's me fiza & ain...:)
cute right! us in uniform...
me in a dress!!! that's hard to see!!
no one will see me in those....!!
hehehe...only them!
so00 far...everything is ok...
now have to refresh back everything...
esp me becauze im in MICU...
different department & more things to learn...
more machines...more skills...
need more time to absorb those!!
so0 i need to go & read up...
will be very busy already...
no time to lose...
still planning for my future...
AN all my life...or promote to SN...
or take up another job after 2 years...
i dont know...will try working first though...
but i will still need to think about it...
now i have to go back to my notes...
one whole stack of them to read...
wish me luck!!!
heheh...:)
busy busy busy....
...NG...
Friday, May 4, 2007
outz with kak nad & spidey.. ♥
9:58 PM
he's so0 adorable right!!heheh....:p
this little guy is always on the move...
running here & there...
when he sees spiderman figure he will go like...
" mummy! mummy! spiderman!!"
he will run everywhere as if his swinging away...
like spiderman of coz...
he keep on saying he like the black spidey...:)
& i told him i had a fren who likes black spiderman to0...
he was so0 delighted...he ask whether he can meet my fren...
whom is actually my guy lah...he calls him "uncle spiderman!"
hehehe! lolz...
anw so0 ya...u can see that i had so0 much fun with him...
i went out with kak nad & spidey yesterday!
went to ttsh to take kak nad's transcript...
then off to kfc...went walking around to J8...
did a little shopping...
dan keep on asking to play with him & his new toy...
which he got from kfc meal...
he quickly went to sit down & placed his toy....
& he called out to me...
"aunt fana! aunt fana....come lets play together..."
cute right! played hide & seek...in the POSB bank!!
lolzz...
i know...he keeps on running around...
but once i got to the topic of spider-man...
there he goes again...his swinging...
showing me the hand sign...u know that sign...
with the spidey's web coming out...lolzz...
heheh....everytime when i was talking to kak nad...
there he is "mummy! mummy!"
hehehe...
we even saw this spiderman krabby...
this little cute pet...
which has the spiderman shell on it...:)
then off to coffeebean...
had our drinks...i & kak nad finally talked...
coz spidey dan was reading his book & playing with his toy...
while slurping his vanilla drink...
:) girls talk what else...
gonna miss kak nad alot...
dont worry...
insha-allah we will stay in touch...
miss ya! mmmuackzz!
of coz miss spidey dan to0!!
will bring uncle spiderman along next time to meet ya!
heheh:)
...NG...
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
mum's office again...weeee...! ♥
7:18 PM
am at my mum's office now...
weeee...
suppose to go to the library but had an extra seat....
so0 wat else...i use the computer!!
have been like using it since morning...
nothing to do...
still fun...having so0 many people surrounding...
all busy working...typing here & there...
calling...writing...all the fines & other stuff...
kinda fun to see them work in the office area...
BIG diffrence from my future working environment...
really BIG difference okay...:)
but in here is all the same thing...
all the paper work...
i mean for me i dont mind working in an office...
but if everyday...i dont think so0...my eyes will turn off due to to0 much of computer...
my hands will be numb due to to0 much of typing...
heheh...ok ok...im not the office-type-of-girl...
im the walking-here-&-there-type-of working-girl...
cant just let me sit here in front of the computer whole day!!
that's why im gonna be a nurse so0n...
well...in a few days time...
woah...my 1st permanent full-time job...
insha-allah...i can make it...:)
new enviroment...new frens...new team...
new everything..!!! co0l!! :p
hoping to meet my fren kak nad...
we have some business to do...
hehehe....ssshhhh:p
& maybe have lunch with that guy whom i call boyfren...
bluek!!!
i miss u lah...can meet? nevermind in my dreamz also can...
yet to munch my oreo cheesecake...
hmph!
& i had breakfast here...ate like a few malay 'kuihs'
which i dont even know what the names are...
but they are really delicious...
yumzzz...im full...& had barley drink...
hmm...thinking what im gonna do now...
waiting for kak nad's sms...
& waiting for U to wake up...WAKE UP LAH...
heheh...:p
haiz...seriously...i should have gone to the library...
but its ok...i'm just reading my MOSBY DICTIONARY...
yah...i know...hard to believe...
when i told my sis i'm going to the library...
she luaghed! & asked me why i'm going there...
hehehe...this is due to the lack of books...
which i read or should i say even touch at home!
lolzz...
hey...i do read at home...
just that i don't show off...
HEHEHEHE!!!
awww...my mum's fren's daughter just came...
she's so0 cute!! adorable...!!
people keep on lo0king & talking to her...so0 sweet lah...:)
MY ART PIECE....NICEE....??i think i better go now...
wanna meet my fren...ain...
or kak nad....busy busy...hehehe:p
...NG...
paranoid? ♥
6:09 PM
fear is in all of us...
it whether u're strong enough to overcome it...
or u're just to weak to go through it...
but sometimes fear can really get into u...
i mean really gets into U...
the kinda fear which will interrupt ur daily life...
some fear will juz go off...
but some need help...
GOD knows what is happening if it starts to get really bad...
haiz...
forget it...no one will understand the fear...
only GOD knows...only HE knows...:(
...NG...