Saturday, July 7, 2007
what they call....boring! ♥
4:05 PM
for now...chocz are what im lo0king for!!!
coz im feeling so0 yucky....
tiredness+crazziness+moddyness...
when im mad dont talk to me...when im trying to make things right don't piss me off...
when i say im not in the mood just go away...
that's my terrible...ego-ness i have in me...
i may be a person who hides anger...
but if its to0 much...i'll explode...
i know i maybe at fault...for the things i've said...
i apologize...i know i can go over board sometimes...
working life is still the same...
now pressurize by my own NO's...
coz of my checklist...
had my nite duty...had all my 3 shifts DONE...
bad talk...nicee talk...
as what my mum says..'that's just a part & parcel of working world..'
negative remarks...taken in...
but taking it as a challenge...
say what u want...
i've never shown any temper or attitude...
im just doing my JOB...
at home...am trying my best to take part in all the chores that i can do...day off means=cleaning day...
day off means=spending time with my family...
day off means=going out with frens...
day off means= meeting him...
i have only ONE day off each week...
Important ones 1st...
er...which one??
im thinking that im just to0 much for u...
u've been tolerating me ever since...
sometimes i feel like i should be on my own...
i do get jealous over other people around me...
i want this...i want that...
but i always say im lucky enough...to have what i have now...
but sometimes its not wrong to want things...
to dream about having it...
being surprise with even small things that happen...
can u understand what im trying to say...
am i going around the bush to0 much...
i dont like talking straight forward...u know that...
maybe i should just keep it all to myself...
but yet u will get angry...
wait do u even know who im talking to??
heheh...:p
watever fana...
i'll just do whatever i want to...
not bothering u anymore...
u wont even know im talking to u...
coz i know u wont even read....
what's the use right...
making u angry is just the last thing i want to do...
im just confusing myself now...
sometimes being urself could hurt others...
so0 i'll just...hmm...don't know...
*bored*....
...NG...