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helllo dear ones

Its all me
my parents named me FARHANAH :D loves family, boyfren, all my BFF, chocz!

i wish i wish with all my heart
-- To have a good life with my family = -- To be his princess...someday...= -- To have my job done with good service...in every single day of my working life...=

yes?



Dance with me my prince

mmuackz
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Friday, April 13, 2007
♥ 10:21 PM

i juz wanna say im glad i've got a job...alhamdulilah..:)
everything went well...insha-allah working in ward 6B!
going to refresh my skills...need lots of reading up...

i dunno why i feel lost...
i thought i knew where i was going...
but it seems things aren't going smoothly as i thought it would be...

i feel what im doing is right though i have doubts...
why? doubts can be good & bad...
it just seems that i'm going through it coz i have to...

i dont wanna feel that way...
i wanna feel that i want it...not that i have to...
a burden? a chore? a pleasure? a sacrifice?

i feel insecure...with myself...
to0 emotional me? or just something that i need to let out...?
i feel that bond...but...why...why...things are getting out of hand...

im having that fear which i had the first time...
i thought i have overcome it...
but it came back...& im scared...

though now...im more confident...
even if i have to let go...
i know i will find myself back...

it will take time...
but i wish upon a star...
that i won't have to let go...

well...actually praying to GOD is better...:)

i don't wish to be a burden...
i don't wish to have this bad feeling...
i don't wish to think about all these...

i just wish for a second that u understand...

i can't help but to cry when i go to sleep...
knowing that anything can happen...
that i can be on my own...

time flies...i'll be in the working world so0n...
leading my life...supporting my family...
that's my aim...my goal...for me....for myself...& i...


...NG...