Monday, October 13, 2008
fiza bdae!! ♥
4:59 PM
a day with my little fren...
my dearest fiza..
i just enjoy myself...
everytime im out with her...
the bdae girl!!! weeeeeeeee....:)
ice-cream time... 
im glad she's here with me...only she understnds my situation...
WORK situation...haiz...
we both just cant stop talking about...
wOrk...
& our lifes...guys...family...
we walk all the way from town...
down to esplanade...
just plain walking & cam-whoring...:)
& i lovee it...
the walk...the talk...
& of coz the part where we just cant stop takin pics...
heheheh...:p
im really gonna get a digi-cam so0n...
that's all for now...
just tired...from nite duty...
cming to PM tmr...
& the day after...& the next day...
~~~~~~side-tracking~~~~~~
i'm just happy enough that i get to go out...
though i still got scolding from u-know-who...
think happy..*happy thoughts *
scoldings...are from my own love ones...
so0 i treasure them...
i know..."scoldings"
but i think im on a good path...
with my good loving parents...
who takes care of me...
though it was only 10pm...
she was nagging at me on the phone...
sorie mummy...
i know im not up to ur expectations of things sometimes...
but i wont do it often k...:)
i know mum lets me out at times...
just not everytime...
thats good...right?
everytime this short period of nagging that i get...
guilty-ness feeling appears...
i hate that...
i came home..
change & was on my bed...
thinking...crying...
i didnt get to see mummy the whole day...
what if she wont wake up tmr...
& im still not forgiven...
noNOnoNOnoNO! ! ! ! ! !
ohh GOD...i prayed...
i cried...
that point of time i just wanted to open or BANG my parents door down...
& hug mummy...
but she was asleep with the door locked...
*tears tears*
i woke up when i hear her voice...
she was going to work...
quickly jump out from my bed...
literally jumped from my '2nd storey' bed...
salam her...cium her hand...
but didnt get to HUG her...:(
she was rushing...
send her off at the door...
haiz...
thank GOD i woke up & see her...
what if....noNo...
not gonna say anything...
sorie mum...
i love u...
mmuackzz!
...NG...