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nottigal
helllo dear ones

Its all me
my parents named me FARHANAH :D loves family, boyfren, all my BFF, chocz!

i wish i wish with all my heart
-- To have a good life with my family = -- To be his princess...someday...= -- To have my job done with good service...in every single day of my working life...=

yes?



Dance with me my prince

mmuackz
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Lovedrops♥
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Monday, October 20, 2008
the BOMb ♥ 5:31 PM


love...fun...
laughter...enjoyment...

i wish...i could somehow...
just do that with u...

just for 1 day...
we meet & not argue...

most of the time its me...
sometimes i feel its u to0...

u rather not talk...
while i rather speak & get heard...

u brought it up...
as a sudden suprise...

u thought i would be happy...
instead i was shocked...

i was intially happy...
then when i sat down & thought about it..


i ponder...
& i cried...


selfish of me...
jealous of u...

i just cant put my thoughts away...
crying in the bus thinking u will be there...

next stop...u alighted...
just by saying goodbye...

it was a rush thought...
yet plans to be done...

though it wasn't confirm...
i just ponder...i just wonder...

the whole journey back home...
tears just kept rolling down my cheek...

i was happy...but i was just a little worried...
about u & me...

i was starving...
as if i didnt eat for a week...


my last meal was at 10am...
& i reach home at 7pm...

suppose to grab something to eat...
but i didnt had cash...

we were rushing for time...
& i just didnt wanna ask from u either...

though i didnt feel like eating at home...
but i didnt want mummy to suspect anything...

so0 i force the food down my throat...
just for the sake of my tummy...

i don't want to get gastricflu again...
though i would rather have the pain then this in my mind...

oh GOD...
pleasee just show me the way...

at times i feel ever so0 lost in my world...
that i forget the love ones in my life...

i seriously dont know what im doing...
i seriously dont know where im going...

i just need some sleep...
i just need some peace in my head...

plans after plans...
only HE knows whats going on...

coz HE writes it all...
coz HE knows it all...

prayer each day...
for all the things in life...

forgive me of the silly things i do...
for the sins i commit...

my eyes are swollen...
to0 much crying for the wrong reasons...

my life...
i just want my life...

sometimes u just cant get the things that u want...
sometimes just not your way...

i must remember that...
just remember that...

GOD is great...
GOD is forgiving...
GOD is everything...




...NG...