Thursday, July 17, 2008
a day at ngee ann ♥
12:24 AM
today was my meet up with yaya...
wweeeeee.....:)
like finally....
& also a day at ngee ann poly...
so0 i met her at woodlands for lunch...
at pizzahut!!
yummmzzz....
she busy on her phone...heheh:p
i've been craving for starbitez for long...
i call it...my *starbite love*...
& we're eating again...
got a slice of chocz cake+ fruits...
after that we prayed & went home...
thanx adin...yaya...& lil sis...
my mind just can't get off the fact...
that i cant use my Olevel or ite to go poly...
sounds stupid eh...
but ya...i didnt study that hard...
i could have done better...
if not...there wouldnt be any problem...
shessh...
hate it...
people surrounding me...
they are lucky enough to be able to go...
i was pretty upset about it...
i even dreamt all about going back...
hopeless...
but i can still try...
no harm...
still my mind wonders...
mummy was worried about me...
she knew i wasn't myself at all...
once i came back home yesterday...
what can i do now...?
what will be my plans...?
i waste my O level...
& now my nitec...
i regret ever so0 much...
for not studying at sec sch...
now i regert for not doing better...
at ite...
i miss...just by 0.2 pts...
what a waste...
never knew it was gonna be this hard...
never knew how imp it was...
til now...
*GOD pleasee lead me the right way*
can't think at the moment...
lost my way again...
...NG...
at pizzahut!!
yummmzzz....
she busy on her phone...heheh:p
i've been craving for starbitez for long...at last i'm having it ...:)
super nicee...+ bloated...:p
i call it...my *starbite love*...LOL...
then we're off to meet adin...
& my lil sis...
at ngee ann...
purpose...was to enquire...
about the appilcation of nursing...
so0 ya...
he help me ask EVERYTHING...
but back to square one...
i still have to somehow re-take...
boo-hoo...:(
very slim chance of getting me in...
with my GPA...
my cuzziez...they told me to try...
you'll never know...
soo...insha-allah i will...
which is in december...
for now i'm still working...
after that...
i didnt had mood at all...
i just wanted to go home...
but since i'm there...
adin brought us to eat at...
MEGABITES...
where i met my lil sis & her fren...
& we're eating again...got a slice of chocz cake+ fruits...
after that we prayed & went home...
thanx adin...yaya...& lil sis...
my mind just can't get off the fact...
that i cant use my Olevel or ite to go poly...
sounds stupid eh...
but ya...i didnt study that hard...
i could have done better...
if not...there wouldnt be any problem...
shessh...
hate it...
people surrounding me...
they are lucky enough to be able to go...
i was pretty upset about it...
i even dreamt all about going back...
hopeless...
but i can still try...
no harm...
still my mind wonders...
mummy was worried about me...
she knew i wasn't myself at all...
once i came back home yesterday...
what can i do now...?
what will be my plans...?
i waste my O level...
& now my nitec...
i regret ever so0 much...
for not studying at sec sch...
now i regert for not doing better...
at ite...
i miss...just by 0.2 pts...
what a waste...
never knew it was gonna be this hard...
never knew how imp it was...
til now...
*GOD pleasee lead me the right way*
can't think at the moment...
lost my way again...
...NG...