Friday, May 23, 2008
it was that day ♥
8:00 PM
(things going in my head)what is going on..i dunno myself...sometimes i cry to sleep...actually alot of times...people think its weird...but i just can't sleep...seeking to0 much attention from u...?don't like...too much talking on & on...in a way asking to make a distance...im trying to do as what u told me to...i've done plenty of mistakes...which i ask for forgiveness...& which has been forgiven...but my mind just wonders...if i had done the right thing...was it really all entirely my fault?or were u part of it...?why do i always blame it on me...when no one's perfect...im glad that u're honest...but sometimes truth hurts...& i take it in...bcoz i know that's me...seriously...no one has open up to me about me...its scary sometimes...but now i realize...i keep on asking about the future...when i'm not looking forward to it...strange...weird...i think i miss my rachel to0 much...i've not let out anything in me since like...monthss...just so0 many things that i keep...memories...good & bad...now i seldom talk...i seldom go out...( not new )i just let it be...let things go...this is life...i guess......NG...