Wednesday, January 9, 2008
a new year... ♥
9:16 PM
a new year starts...
menjejak tahun yang ke-1429 H
after prayers...
i did some thinking...
well..a loong one actually...
thought about all the deeds...
mostly sins that i had done...
praying hard its taken & forgiven...
there were alot of things...
that i wished i didnt do...
& that i wished i had thought it over...
at one point of time...
i wasn't even myself...
& that was scary...
i cried...& cried...
i hope i am a better person tomorrow...
insha-allah...
a better daughter...
a better sister...
a better fren...than last year...
future thinking...my wardmates has been pushing me & training me... to be a SN...
well...only practically of coz...
i do still need a certificate to be ONE...
that's where i'm stuck...
going back to studies??
it was a n0 n0 answer for me...
i never thought i would have to go back to school...
like O levels!!?? that far...??
ENGLISH...
MATHS...
SCIENCE...
ohh dear...
but i really wanna try to go forward...
i know its not easy...
i've been saying yet nothing done...
hmmm...
though am still thinking...
why wait right...?
im still young...
i can do what i like...
easy said...but nah...
i've got lots to think about...
i lovee my job as an AN now...
i do look forward to work everyday...
though i know its hectic & busy most of the time...
but i enjoy myself working with my wardmates...
alhamdulilah...
god help me through the rough times...
now i'm abit stronger...:)
& im even teaching my junior...
i did my 1st ever last office alone today...
with a new junior AN...
though i did countless of them...
but i feel proud that now my wardmates trust me...
& they keep on encouraging me to do more things...
& alhamdulilah...
i manage to work with all my wardmates...
though they have different working expectation...
now i slowly learn how to tackle...
& how to work with them...
especially the pretty hard ones...hehehe:p
i'm missing my partner in crime for the moment...
been having different shifts this year round...
missing u my buddy!! fiza!!!
been working with my dear kak alice...working side to side...
doing turning faster than the lighting...:p
but of coz all the work is done neatly & properly...
going for our breaks together...
look...finally i have my chocz muffin...!!
someone suppose to buy it for me...hmph...luckily had my frens to accompany me today...
since i've been craving for it for sooo long...
& this is mark'ey' boy...
the same thing...worked with him these past few days...this is my tall boy at work...
always teasing me & fiza...lolzz...
taught me a number of superextra important things...
hehehehe:p
& he's super tall ok...like...TALL...
so will be working with kak alice & him this coming fri....
my nite shifts!!!!
supergerek with them...
hopefully my nite will be a peaceful one...:)
ok...i'm done for today....
weeeeeeee........
might be meeting my dearie cuzzie tomorrow...
its a date dear!! insha-allah...missing her toness!!
...NG...