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helllo dear ones

Its all me
my parents named me FARHANAH :D loves family, boyfren, all my BFF, chocz!

i wish i wish with all my heart
-- To have a good life with my family = -- To be his princess...someday...= -- To have my job done with good service...in every single day of my working life...=

yes?



Dance with me my prince

mmuackz
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Monday, November 19, 2007
mum & dad gg haj... ♥ 10:48 PM

ohh dear...
am feeling so0 sleepy...
yet awake in my mind...

mum & dad going off to haj...21st nov...
that is like wednesday...!!
& that's like the day after tomorrow!!!

oh god...
i do pray everyday that they will go & come back safely...
won't want them to worry about us here...

so far...alhamdulilah...
everything is settle....
im gonna miss them alot...

:( now...
its gonna be only the 5 of us at home..
my bro..me..& my 3 lil sis...

i noe things will be hectic at first...
i wish im on leave...
but im not...

i have to really divide & manage my time...
for work & home...
this time round mum & dad not at home...

daddy...

will always make sure i wake up for work...
also prepare me breakfast...
remind me to eat my supplements...

always asking me to drink lots of water...
be the one seeing me out the door...
reminding me to always remember HIM where ever i am...

"fana...baca byk2 selawat...zikir..."
will nod my head while wearing my shoe...
& off to work...

mummy...

will smile when she see me in the morning...
tap my head & ask me what i'm eating or bringing to work...
i will never leave home without saying gdbye to them...

i will always salam both of them before i go...
even if im gonna be abit late...
i'll wait...

she will ask what time i come home...
what i want to eat later...
ask if i can accompany her somewhere...

will always ask if i have enough money...
though im already consider working...
asking me how's work...

when i come home...

mum will ask if i want to eat...
prepare for me...
leave some left over for me...

dad will ask what shift i am tomorrow...
or will just check my calender...
to note to himself that i'm working...

both of them has given me alot of advice...
that i've yet to actually do or listen to...
tsk tsk...

dad will wash my scrub suit most of the time...
make sure the housework is done...
& not make me do it everyday...unless im free or off...

mum...won't ask for help in case she really needs to...
also coz she knows im tired...
not wanting to disturb me...

have i really actually think the way they did...?
have i actually help them coz i want to...?
have i tried to chip in though im tired...?

yes & no... pity ain't it...
but i do envy my parents alot...
even if they are tired they still know its their responsibility...

& as the 1st daughter...
i have to be that way now...
all of the above mention...

though im lucky its holiday time...
so0 my sisters WILL chip in to0...
housework... laundry... cooking rice...only...

mantain peace & harmony in the family...
hehe:p
ensure enough food & drink...lolzz!

ohh gosh...
sounds easy... but its not...
though am not letting my parents worried about it...

all these are small matters...
they have to concentrate & prepare for thier journey...
now i just realise that they are gonna be there...

til 31st dec...that's loong...
i mean really really loong...
i've cried...just a little bit...

thought i myself could have a chance to go...
insha-allah...
i will miss them ever so0 much...

sob sob...:(
feeling scared & happy at the same time...
 praying that everything will go on well...

my beloved parents...

mum...
dad...
i love u...





 ...NG...