Thursday, September 20, 2007
maybe im asking to0 much... ♥
11:41 PM
its always the same feeling...
once u don't get to see each other...
not even able to speak about us at all...
don't know about other people...
but for me...
maybe just a little attention...
or maybe i'm asking for to0 much...
ya...maybe i am...
should concentrate on my work instead...
small matter...better just leave it alone...
& ya...he wont be able to read this post...
like...maybe for another month or so...
so0 am not worried to blurt out anything here...
well...just for now...
yeah...:)
ssshhh...HEHEHEHE...
am trying my best to concentrate on my research...
well...am suppose to do it NOW...
no one seems to have time to tell me about...
ABP...CVP...CPAP...BIPAP...
my checklist is driving me CRAZZIE!!
am just lo0king for the answers on the webby...
hopefully its correct...
like we AN don't learn this kinda stuff right?
haiz...yet me & fiza are struggling...
to learn all these...
by 3 months? hah...right...
theory is where im not good at...
that's why i went ITE...
remember...? well...in my case that's the reason...
that's my weakest point...
i have the tendency to wonder around...
like NOW...research! research!
hmm...tralalalala...
can i just give my checklist with whatever nonsense...
that i have inside...now...please...
its really troubling me...
ohh...troubling me so0 much...
my mind is not at ease to see the paper half empty...
or izzit half full...
arghh...
watever...
thinking about my future career...
well...NOT NOW...
can i just live on my own...
of coz with my family...
but just surviving alone...
its easy to say...but...omg!
i have no idea what im talking right now...
well..no one cares right...
thanx!
NG is so0 not in the mood...
no no no....not in the mood...
can i for once just travel to some place alone...
to paris...
to london...
to wherever...
*dreaming*
snap back to reality...
ok...im back...
never thought life is like this...?
hmm... i love my job...
but why am i still not happy...
...NG...