Friday, September 7, 2007
beautiful sight ♥
11:51 AM
it was pouring outside...a beautiful sight...
alot of things happen...
good & bad...
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i was teary that day at work...
because that was the day which i finally...
had my 1st hand experience with CODE BLUE...
i had to activate it...on my night duty...
yes...i was the one...in the room alone...
doing my own things...& i discover it...
my heart was pounding real fast...
it was 5 in the morning...
i didnt want to believe it...
but as i realise that all the leads were intact...
seriously...honestly...
even after i had went for the resus drill...
my mind went BLANK...
i call out for my SN...
press the code blue...
then i was clueless...
i was like a BLUR SOTONG...
START CPR...
START BAGGING...
E-TROLLEY...
SUCTIONING...
i just stood there...
when there was enough SN & DOC inside...
my SN ask me to go out...
i knew i was not doing anything...so0 i went out...
though i manage to do a cycle of CPR...
that was when my tears just stream down my face...
i just wanted to leave the ward at that moment of time...
my dear SSN saw me...
she came to me & said "good work...dont worry...u did good..."
alhamdulilah...my patient was revived...
& that was not the end...
the cycle of this incident continues for the whole week...
that was real hectic...admission...code blue...last office...
not that i hate it...its just my work...getting more experience...
im gonna miss alot during my leave...that is next week...
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thanx...yet again...i dont know if u are still reading my blog...
time is super precious to me & u...
so0 far...we've meet the expectation that we wanted...
a month...:)
though there are still things...
just those things...that we need to talk about...
i know i haven't been strong...
not that strong yet...
still going through it all slowly...
coz im taking it on my own pace...
...NG...