Monday, July 16, 2007
woohoo...what a week... ♥
4:26 PM
woah...like finally...
what a week!!!
been busy working...
just finish my nite...
AGAIN...
my 2nd week nite alrdy...
its just so0 fast...
& my checklist is DUE...
though i still got 3 mnths...
but i need to hand it in ealry...
haiz....
so0 much about work...
my life...is so0 darm tiring!!!
boring?? nah...
am gonna watch my fav movie tmr wif majie...& hopefully cha to0...:)
after that back to WORK....
that's life....
though i've been going through quite a lo0ng ride at work...
things heard....things said...
things done...
i've just got so0 much to talk about...
but am just keeping it a hush hush to myself...
no harm done....
the more i say...
the more gossip...
the more trouble....
im a different girl...
when im at work...
when im at home...
when im with my frens...
ain't know why...
though the anger thing is still the same...
its gonna be a year for us...
wow...
like....a year....
THAT'S FAST...
thinking of the future just scares me...
financial...education...workload...
at times i do think that i just wanna leave it to that...
but i cant...im not alone...
i cant think about myself no more...
i want to upgrade...poly? SN?
cash....$$
time...
lots of time...
yet to be confirm...
am still thinking...
of everything...
it aint easy...i've been thinking...
everytime...me...u & everything else...
am still young...
i still can study...
aunts & uncles are expecting me to go poly as my next step...
my mum says of coz its up to me...
its my life...
i so0 want to go abroad....& work...gain experience...
all in all...
money is always in my way...
of everything that i want...
& not everything i can get...
that's for sure...
thinking about love...marriage...family...
work...money...study...
they are just 2 different things...
that are so0 apart...
i've got to choose...
confirmation...pending...
we've still yet to meet...
& talk...about things...
yet everytime we meet its not a good time to talk...
when? where?
how can i say...? where do i start?
just so0 many things in mind....
living life like this thinking ALL the time is not good...
stop dreaming...
start living...
i envy my parents ever so0 much...
to have all the 5 of us here...
now...still surviving...living each day with each other...happily...:)
ohh god...
guide me through this...
am forever lost in this maze...
...NG...