Tuesday, June 26, 2007
awful...& wonderful... ♥
9:34 PM
yesterday...i just wish to forget all about it & move on...
now i can say that i've seen the other side of working life...
the one where i have been always trying to avoid...
comments...feedback...pushing around...
this is just the beginning...
just when i was about to start work...
i heard it all...
what bad way to start working right....
i know...
tried to put everything aside...
telling fiza everything will be ok...
no worries...
she was almost in tears...
i had to be strong...
& i thought i was...
9.30pm...went to change...
i couldn't hold back my tears no more...
& i broke down...
i was not confident at all...
i laugh at myself for being such a baby...
but who am i...
i'm still a human being with feelings...
some people just don't understand...
the pressure...being told what to do...
not being able to do things correctly...
making a mistake...not sure what is right & wrong...
not having anyone to guide...
being pushed around...
i'm just pointing out some bad apple...
i have to push myself...
i have to think of all the positive things...
on the way home...
i told fiza all about it...
she understood what i was going through...
thanx girl...!! for listening...
mmmuackzz!
when i reach home...
all i wanted to do was sleep...
but i couldn't...
baby call me...
& of coz i told all about it to0...
i cried again...
he was there to console me...
he advised me...he made me STOP crying...lolzzz
love u! mmmuackzz...
next morning...
they saw me...
they knew something was up when i wasn't ready yet for work...
& i told them about it to0...
mum & dad advised me...
they cared...love u all...mmmuackzz:)
am still here standing...
will insha-allah make it through...
with GOD's help...& guidance...
...NG...