Tuesday, May 15, 2007
what a week... ♥
9:36 PM
woah....one week of orientation...
now on going the 2nd week...
its been really scary the 1st week...
new environment...
new things i have go through...
fast pace work is ok with me...
its just the skills that i have to learn...
the machines...the equipments...
the procedures...
i got alot of help from the staff...
they were really nicee...
even the doctors...hehehe:p lolzz...
i had fun last sat...
learn new stuff from SN...about AI...& CVP...
& assisted doctors in procedures..! so0 co0l!! :)
my staff were pretty on going!
hehehe:)
cant wait to go back to the ward...
though i have lots of work & assignments...
alot of things to learn to0!
& in 3 mths time...i have to know ALL...
pressure!!!!
everyday sleeping...coz so0 tired...
& wake up late juz to end up sleeping back!
haiz...need more time...
im having only sunday off now...
& half day on sat...
dat is consider pretty good...
though im lo0king forward to meet up my besties on sat...
miss u 2 lah...insha-allah we meet up k!!
& about U...i know we've been busy these pass few days...not even being able to talk yesterday...
u just do what u want k...
so0 do go ahead with it...
as i am just concern...
thats all...
u always ask...but i dont mean to make u angry...
its just me sometimes...
i wont want to control u in any way...
since we're not in any bond...
we still have our freedom...
right?
so0 its fair for u to do what u want...
& for me to do what I want...
no arguements...
u know me & my thinking...
always go abit far...
sometimes its good...though at times it could be bad to0...
its not easy on my part...
& ur's to0...
i understand...
well...i'm happy with my job which i lovee...
my life...my family & frenz...
& nothing can bring me down now...
putting away my problems...
living in fear is never the answer...
crying is always my weakness...
being strong is never easy...
now in my new working world...
even if im alone...i would have to be strong to0...
only GOD knows what i have in mind...
i pray hard that i can achieve what i want...
& lead the life as it is...
...NG...