Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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9:12 AM
was tired...but was awake...went to bed thinking i would fall asleep...really sleepy...still i cant sleep...
sms him..thinking i could chat wif him til i doze off...
well...he was playing his xbox...
nvm den...will just try to sleep...
said a few prayers...then went off at about 12+am...zzZZzz...
at 2.30am!! woke up...feeling hot!!
wat is wrong with the air-con!!
or izzit me...? arghh...
toss my blanket away...turn this side...nah...
turn the other side...still cant sleep...
haiz...lo0k at my hp thinking he sms me...nothing....
:( was really exhausted...i really really wanted to sleep...
but i cant...i was thinking...sat up...almost cried...
again...i said some prayers...at 3+ am i doze off...
omg...my sisters were really making a big fuss...
it was alrdy 5+am...they were getting ready for school...
haiz...normal routine...arguing away...while i try my best to ignore them...
ok...u know what...i force myself to wake up...
went to the toilet...then did my morning prayers...
it was still early...so0 i sat down at the table...
woah...i was waiting to eat breakfast with my parents...
weee..its been so0 long since i eat together during wkdays...
then i remembered i had some chores to do...
quickly i went to do it...
hang all the clothes...
when i finally finish...
i came back just to know that everyone had thier breakfast...
again...i had no mood...as usual...i will skipped it...
will eat during lunch time...
:( nevermind...my parents went to work...
& lastly my sis went off to school...
then it was just me to the whole house!!
woah...weee...lalalala....
my bed was calling out to me...
so0 i took off....*zzZZzz*
that was what i thought...
still tossing & turning...
alamak....cannot make it...
he sms me asking me if i was gg to bed...
after i reply...i was finally sleepy...
i close my eyes...i was in LALA land at last...
zzZZzzZZzzZZ....
then...my hp rang! ! ! ! ohhhmyygod...
ok...it must be really important...
when i look..it was him again...
& u know what..he ask me again the same qns...
that he just ask 30 mins ago!!
ohh god...pleassee...
i couldnt take it...
i just scream...arghhh....& i cool myself down...
i needed that...astagfirullah...
its ok...
maybe i should just wake up...
no point trying to sleep again...
i knew i cant go back to sleep anymore...
so0 here i am...
* a little note from NG *
jangan terikut2 sangat dgn ego...& emosi kita...
kita harus bersabar...
banyak kn ishtifar...
...NG...