Wednesday, March 28, 2007
mee... ♥
10:30 AM
//am really bored so0 just writing whatever comes to mind...lol//i am me.....
i may be sensitive....but i know what im doing...
i may have some anger in me...but i will calm myself down...
to me life...is like a chameleon...
lolz...coz it will change its colour...to adapt to it...
so0 dat's how my life is to0....
i talk to myself sometimes...& no im not psycho...
just talk about things to myself...or i would prefer writing...
or typing in here...or the best one is to talk to my buddy!! rachel i miss u! ! !
some people dont like the way i do things...
or should i say dont like the way i handle things...
i might be angry with u but i dont show it...
i'll just keep it aside...til i think its ok to talk about it...
so0 i dont like people forcing me to tell my problem...
if not i wont even say a word...
i have this bad thing of expecting things to happen...
& when it doesn't...i feel great disappoinment in me...
woah...really down i tell ya...really bad thing....
so0 i've tried taking things the way it is...
& i feel so0 wonderful...weeee:)
but still i cant stop that feeling...lol...
haiz...i just have so0 many things that i wanna do...
watch movies...eat popcorn...nachozz...
going out til late at nite...with my frenz...
learning how to cook...er...ya...i dont cook by the way...lol
managing my time to do work...read the books that i have...
taking lots & lots of pictures...buying new phone...bagzz...shoezzz
omg...shopping spreee! ! !
going around the world...going haj...umrah...
learn how to bake cookies...cakes...& ya at least i know how to make jelly ok! hehe:p
as i said those are the things i want...
but i will just have to stick to the things i need...& i have...
i may dream big...having this & that...going here & there...
but if i dont have the most important thing in life with me...
i dont think i would be here typing this...
that is to have GOD....my family....& the love ones....
mmmuackzzz! love u all !!! missing everyone i know...
everyone i had meet ever since i was born...that includes u! !
hehehe...lolzzz:p
so0 much to say...yet so0 little time...
well...not for me! ! ! hehehe...
i have to whole day...not going out is just bluek...
its ok though coz i have my laptop...tv...fo0d!
& bookz...computer...diary...to fill me in...
lalalalala....
woah...& 1 last thing about me...
is that i can be really serious at a point in time...
where no one shall speaks...& i want that thing to be done...
& there's me...that tries to make people laugh...
i think i just make myself laugh is the easiest...lol! ! !
in life...u have to laugh....i mean really....hehehe....
* a note from NG *
to have happiness in life...u just need to always remember that GOD is always there for us...
believe in HIM...trust in HIM...be happy with the life that u have now...alhamdulilah...:)
...NG...